Because Of You (Elizabeth Olsen x Fem G!P Reader)

37. I Can Explain

Elizabeth POV

"It was really high up, and I hate heights.." I told Y/N who was looking at something in front of her. "Are you listening to me?"

Her eyes shot to the phone a panicked expression on her face. "Yeah, yeah, of course."

"What did I say?"

She started stumbling on her words. "Something about heights?" She said though it was more of a question and I sighed.

"What's got you so distracted lately?" Since she had been gotten back from Baltimore last week she had been acting weird, weirder than she already does, and she was less focused.

Her head turned to the side, her eyebrows furrowing before she slowly looked back at me. "Nothing, it's nothing." I frowned and she blinked a few times. "G-go on tell me about your day."

"I'd rather you tell me about yours."

She chuckled nervously. "Boring, just real boring was inside all day."

"What have you been doing, inside all day?"

"Well- y'know casual indoors-y things, like reading a book or watching the game."

"What book did you read?"

"It- it was um.. I reread the Underworld book, and then I watched the movie.. just staying in."

"Mhm."

"What is 'mhm'?"

I just pressed my lips together and shrugged. "It's means 'mhm'." She stared at me through the phone.

"Mm." Her eyes darted away from the phone and I heard some noise in the background. "I gotta go- I love you I'll call you later-"

"I love y-"

I didn't get a chance to say it back as the call ended and I huffed, staring down at my phone. I was seriously so confused about what was going on with her, the calls we've had recently have been so short, and she always had to go after about five minutes- if I even get five minutes of her time.

But that could've been considering our time difference, I was in Scotland now for filming and it was an eight-hour time difference.

I stood up from the couch, put my phone down, and went outside and just stretched, today was one of the last days of filming well for me at least unless we needed to do reshoots.

But after filming this, I was gonna take a flight to NYC for a few interviews then I would check in with my sisters and maybe hang out with them for some time.

I went to hair and makeup to get set up, then back into my trailer to get into costume, I checked my phone and saw a text from Y/N, I unlocked my phone and went to the message biting my lip and smiling.

She had sent a selfie with Maxi, and the next text said. "'We miss you'!"

I chewed on my lip my fingers hovering over my keyboard ready to type in my response. "Elizabeth?! You're needed on set!"

I quickly typed out a short response, hitting the send button before putting my phone down and going to film.

I walked out of my trailer and went over to where I was needed for filming.

-

"How's Y/N?" MK asked me as I watched them work, on designing a new dress.

"She's doing good," I answered while twisting the rings on my fingers.

"And how are you?" Ashley asked glancing over at me, and I looked around the room we were in.

"I'm alright."

"How are you really?" MK asked me and a heavy sigh left my mouth.

"I found out recently that it'll be hard for me to get pregnant," I told them while staring at my fingers, I know I found out some time ago but it was still on my mind.

"What?" I looked up at them, and they were both looking at me, no longer working on their dress.

"I have a blocked fallopian tube, and it makes it harder to get pregnant, but if do it could lead to an ectopic pregnancy which can lead to.. death." They gasped and I exhaled taking a deep breath.

"Are you pregnant now?" Ashely asked but shook my head.

"No. But it was a little scare but.. I'm not."

"What are you gonna do?" Ashely asked, and I cleared my throat.

"There's a surgery option I could get but that seems like it does more harm than good so I'm really at a loss."

"You two are planning on having kids soon?" MK asked and I shook my head.

"We were gonna talk about it come the end of the year but we've talked about it so much recently that I think we both know where we stand on the matter for now."

We didn't say it out loud but I don't think it needed to be said but I think kids were out of the question for now, I know she was scared of what would happen to me and I was as well.

And I didn't want my want to carry push her away, but I had been so excited to have kids with her, and now we had different views on how our kids would be brought into the world, and I knew she might act okay with it but she'll go along with it if it makes me happy.

I know it isn't impossible but with the risks, it wasn't seeming so great anymore.

"That's your last interview." I immediately breathed out a sigh of relief, I was honestly so tired I had been on four different planes in 48 hours and I wanted nothing more than to be asleep, but I had to get on another flight back to LA because I had to keep filming for Sorry for Your Loss.

I already had all of my shit packed, and was waiting in the airport, when my flight called to board I was glad, cause I could sleep on the flight.

And I did, I was awake for maybe ten minutes before I knocked out, I had a driver waiting for me at the airport I asked him to take me to Y/Ns place.

I had been so busy that I hadn't even told her that I was coming back, so why not surprise her?

-

I used the key Y/N gave me and unlocked the door, rolling my suitcase to the side and taking off my jacket, I heard chatter coming from the bedroom.

"Baby?" I called out while taking my shoes off and walking into her room, and she was laid on the bed her eyes widening when she saw me, and mine did the same.

"Liz! I didn't- oh shit-" She quickly stood up from the bed and I just watched her. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming?"

I stared at her in shock before I finally got the ability to speak again. "Well I wanted to surprise you but it turns out it was the other way around."

"Baby- I can explain-" I cut her off, looking at the small baby on her chest.

"Whose baby is that?"