Because Of You (Elizabeth Olsen x Fem G!P Reader)

53. Seven Months Situation

Y/N POV

"Where's Lizzie?" My mom asked me and I grimaced at the mention of her, and she looked at me questioningly.

"I don't know, somewhere in the world," I said dismissively, but I really didn't know where she was, I hadn't spoken to her since I asked for a break a week and a half ago, I'm not gonna lie I spent most of those two days just drinking and getting high which I shouldn't have done but I was so in my head about how easy she agreed to a break, there was no fight no arguing she just agreed which had fucked me up even more, but I got over it. And even if I wanted to I couldn't keep drinking and smoking I had to take care of Jalen.

I had found this trail one morning when I was high, I don't know how I found it or even got up there but I had been walking the trail for some time now and I had taken Jalen along with me, and he liked it, especially since he had made a friend and he slowly stopped asking for Lizzie, but I didn't want him to completely stop thinking about her so when Calvin came over he called Lizzie so he could talk to her.

And it broke my heart every time hearing him ask when she was coming home, and she always told him soon.

"What do you mean you don't know?" My mom asked me and I sighed, and Fatman came over to me to get his shoes on, and I sat down on the couch pulling him onto my lap to put them on. "You broke up?"

"No!" I answered immediately though there was a hint of doubt in my voice. "We're just taking a break right now," I said and she asked why. "I don't want to talk about my relationship problems with you." I wasn't trying to be rude, but I wasn't talking about Lizzie or us to anyone who wasn't my therapist.

I could talk to Calvin, but I knew whatever I told him would be repeated to Lizzie and as much as I loved Calvin he had a big mouth.

"Well, are you talking to someone if you won't talk to me?" She asked and I told her my therapist. "Good. You can't let it build up inside you."

"Like you do?" I asked rhetorically, and immediately regretted my words, as she sighed, and I tapped Jalen's leg telling him he could go. "Ma, I didn't mean-" She just held her hand up indicating that she didn't want to talk about it and I sighed.

"Can get candy, now?" Fatman asked as he came back into the room, he looked between me and my mom, his eyes wide and I smiled slightly.

Tonight was Halloween, his first at that, and he was very excited, I had come back home- more specifically my grandma's place since this was always where we would have Halloween, Fatman was dressed as Geo from Team Umizoomi, and the costume was improvised since they didn't make them no more since the show hadn't been shown on tv in almost five years.

"Yeah, let's go bud." I told him, looking at my mom silently asking if she was coming along, she didn't have to supervise Kay and Dre since Kay had took Dre to trick or treat, and she just nodded, I also had a costume on, it was 'Bot' from the show I only had it since Fatman insisted I also have one.

I had an extra bag for when his bucket got full, so he could dump the bucket and we could keep going, though I doubted we would be out there for long as he was still only one years old and he tired easily.

We went out of the house, and my grandma and grandpa were already outside passing out candy to the kids that came through and talking to their neighbors, and watching the scene felt so nostalgic, they did this every year when I was growing up.

I heard a loud gasp and turned to see who it was and made an 'oof' sound as I saw my aunt. "Y/N! Oh my god, I ain't seen you in forever!" She stood from the chair she was in to hug me. Oh lord. I awkwardly returned the hug, glancing at my grandfather when I smelt alcohol on her and he just chuckled.