Savitri pov
Is pyaar k libaas m khud ko laapet bethi hu mai toh pee ko mann se hi aapna maan kr bethi hu khud ko niharu iss darpan m mand mand muskara deti hu
apne sindoor pr garur kr bethi hu khud ko dekhu pee kisi nazar m pyaar se itna hi khawab saja kr bethi hu pyaar ke lahu m apne gaal ko ranga bethi hu unki najar mere pr padd jaye isliye apna Sarr jhuka bethi hu merre in payal se mere payaar ki dhun sun le pee yeh hi aas lagaye bethi hu
aae darpan Tu aaj kahega ki mai sbse sunadar hu vo bhi aaj m maan bethi hu..... Mai bas bethi hu bethi hu iss intezaar mai hu apne pee ke pyaar m......
I am sitting wrapped in clothes of love that I have accepted him whole heartedly I shyly see myself in the mirror getting happy Mischievously seeing my Vermillion I am in utter pride
my eyes only have a dream to see myself in my beloved eyes with pure love and bliss I sit with my cheeks painted in blood of love
His eyes will look for me have bowed my head with sound of my anklets my beloved could hear the music of my love.
I sit here with this hope today if mirror you will say I m the most beautiful woman I will belive you...... I just sit here waiting and waiting cause I m just in my beloved love
"What are you staring at yourself stupid I m calling you for so long I want my files and leave for work find my blue file right now "
as he harshly pull me up from my elbow breaking my trance and bringing me back to harsh reality.
Ji I reply him and hurriedly moves out of there. I feel sad that he never notice my efforts and love.
I take out his blue file from the cabinet and gives it to him not daring to anger him more. He slowly hold the file and moves toward me as I move back scared of him.
He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards himself I collide in his chest feeling his hard muscular self I feel more terrified of him .
His another hand makes his way in my naked part of my waist making me shy and a shiver runs down to my spine feeling the Closeness
Suddenly he grab my jaw and squeezed it badly making my head jerk up and look at him. My eyes takes the beauty of my man I close my eyes as he touch his nose to mine.
His hand that squeezed my jaw few seconds before travelled to my neck making me open my eyes and look directly in his dangerous eyes he bow down to to my face making his lips slightly touch mine.
I feel red my face hurts of the tingling feeling invading my body right now his hand squeeze my neck making me chock and come out of my love haze and release it the moment painful tears droped from my eyes.
His gaze travel to my the flow of my tears, his other hand pulls me hard towards him making me go jelly, he kisses my tears and then,
He warns me kaam pe dhayan diya kr jada hi ho ra hai tera aaj kal mai dekh ra hu maa bhi tere liye bol rahi thi aage se esi choti galtiyaan hui na.....and he left from there.
I sometimes feel so disheartened that my physical pain just numbs in front of my emotions pain.
I adjust my clothes and my look and move out of our shared room for the daily chores.
As I move to the kitchen I hear my mother in law in anger as she looks at me. I quickly adjust my saree pallu covering my head.
I try to ignore her words and go inside the kitchen to make tea and prepare nashta for every one.
Sometimes I feel like I am the wrong one who did all the bad things that is reason everyone in my family is not happy with me.
I was not meant for my husband he deserves a better and classy woman like didi gyatri unke toh naam mai hu gyaan Or sampurnta hai.
I don't even know how to deal with the huge responsibility of having a thakur surname behind my name I can't even match to near him but here I am married to him I feel so out of the place.
Our family have only three members maji woh Or mai lekin mai in doo ka bhi khayal thik se nahi rakh sakti...
As I serve tea and nashta to my mother in law and him she gives me death glares and while he quietly eat his meal.
As they get done with there breakfast and moves out of the dining area I clean the whole place with help of radha my helper.
She and I complete our daily chores as the time passes to evening, I stand in the balcony of our haveli after keeping the tea to boil in kitchen waiting for him to come .
After some time I see his car coming towards the gate, I smile with shyness looking at him approaching me , my step involuntary starts moving to him,I stand in front of the gate as he come in front of me .
My cheeks feel red and hurting with smile under his deep gaze I look at him and quickly avert my eyes down not daring to look back in his eyes , forwarding my hand I take his bag but his hand touches mine sending a current in my whole body.
I quickly run back from shyness while he laughs at me, I enter the kitchen again and see maitri taking tea in the hall I move with her.
Seeing my family sitting and chatting I also sit with them , I could feel his eyes on me all the time making me not look up from shyness while he chatted with my mother in law.
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