Savitri pov
As the night folds I am again in my same routine to prepare dinner for everyone.
Arrey bahu kaha reh gyi jldi kha na laga de my mother in law shout from outside
Ji aayi maaji i reply to her.
I serve them dinner and wait to serve if they need anything.
When they finish with there dinner I eat alone and finish all my work and move to my mother in law's room to massage her legs so that she can sleep properly.
Jaan nahi hai kya tere haath mai thik se dba my mother in law complains
Ji maji i reply to her and put mote pressure so that i can relieve her pain.
Dekh mai tera bura nahi chati hu tujhe pata hai yeh maine tera acha hi chaiye. Tum dono ki shadi ko chaar saal ho gye agar Tu usse ghar pr sukoon nahi degi bahar sau khadi ho jayengi bistar ko or dil ko garm krne vali. Tu yeh smjhti kyu nahi hai ki mard hai vo or uski jarurat ko pura krna tera dharm hai.
I got very emotional even thinking about him being with any other woman and having kids and a family that i want with her.
Mai tereko ek mahina de rahi hu agar tune mujhe koi khushi ki khabar ni di ami tereko is ghar se bahar kr dungi.
Mere sabar ka baan ap tut raha hai.
Mujhe hmare thakur khandaan ka vansh dekhna hai. Chaar din hi reh gye mere agar tune yeh pura nahi kia toh mai teri badi behen gayatri se aaditya ki shadi kra dungi.......Smjhi Tu bol kuch
I felt my heart racing and getting heavier with her words.
Its not like I do not want kids I badly want to have at least one child of mine.
I want to feel the joy and pain of being a mother. I have tried so much things.
Eating ayurvedic medicine, going to different veds, eating all those homemade remedies my mother in law made for me. But nothing seems to work I don't know why God is punishing me like this.
I see my mother in law sleeping and I quietly move out of her room and retiring to mine.
Tonight I have decided I will definitely talk to him about it maybe he may not like it he might have a problem.
Taking warm glasses of milk I move to my room and I enter inside I look at him sitting on his working chair and going to the work files.
I take baby steps towards him suddenly the gathered confidence in me was passing away in air, "ji suniye dhud pee lijiye" I feel shiver running down me as his gaze land on me.
I keep the tray at his table, fidgeting with my fingers I approach him and stand behind him while he doesn't pay attention to me.
Licking my dry lips I feel my throat getting dry to talk to him about kids but I feel the power and energy I gathered vanishing away.
" Kuch kehna hai tujhe? " His voice startled me., taking a deep breath I stand behind his chair slowly putting my fingers in his hair and trying to massage it to make him relax and talk to me.
He leans back to my touch and drink his milk, "aahe " I scream as I feel him suddenly pulling me in front of him the sudden force make me land on his lap.
I feel my heart in my mouth, feeling nervous I bite my lips while sneaking glances at him, he sneaks his hand in the vulnerable area of my waist , he glide his middle finger down my spine making me arch my back.
My eyes becomes half closed he keeps on gliding his finger back and forth my back "aaah haan " I involuntary moan at my husband's touch my toes curl up with the sensation he is giving me.
"Sar.... Karr" My breath get shaky at his actions my mind feels fuzy , sharm se meri ankhe jhukne lagi jesi hi unhone meri blouse string ko trace kia, that touch made me arch my back and lean on his front.
He brought his one hand in front tracing my nipples and moving down to my bare stomach the touch sent tingles in my body suddenly I felt pain in my back as my blouse slowly slid down my body leaving my naked parts to be served in front of him.
I unconsciously moved my butt front and back trying to get a friction he balanced me with his hand holding my stomach while the other pinched my nipples making me moan in pain.
My tearful eyes looked at his eyes which were dark with desire and intoxicated with a glint of cruelty, he traced my breast moving up he fisted my neck and slightly chocked me I felt a pool of wetness in my crotch I wanted to talk I suddenly remember.
Ahhnn!! I moan in a complaining voice as he held me in my place not letting me move suddenly he picked me and turned around making me face him, I looked into his eyes getting lost in the moment while my nipples came in contact with his chest, feeling the excitement and sensation I greedily move to rub my nipples and get a friction from his chest.
"Sar.... Kar aahhh " I was sitting on his crotch area I could feel him, my mouth was open so were my legs for him to take me, the thought of him doing this with other woman made me too sad laying my head on his shoulder I waited for my husband to take me and give me kids.
