Hello everyone I tried to write the maximum I remember from before of this story I wanted to give one update from all so I wrote drafts so far I remember I was at this event when book was removed so I tried and ya happy diwali to all of you.
Enjoy the chapters and I might take a break cause I am literally done with my life right now my personal life is going so under the grave I can't tell........ Happy diwali to all ❤
SAVITRI POV
savitri was sitting on the chair in the garden of haveli enjoying her evening tea she felt happy to look at bonding of her son with his grandmother and people of havli.
I look at the peaceful scenery of my son truly being happy and loved, I release a sigh in content my heavy heart filled in of guilt and regret slowly fades away.
I was startled for a moment by the sudden touch on my head I look up and met the deep oceanic gaze that truly captivated me from the very first time I saw him, now my husband, I felt guilty for leaving him behind like this I knows i? Moves her but she felt suffocated with his love at that time.
Having a son made her understand her husband in these four years that she couldn't while living with him, they both look at each other getting lost into each other.
Aaditya comes and sit on the ground near her her legs, taking her foot in his hand he place it on his thighs, she takes in his every actions.
Aaditya with full focus keeps his eyes on her beautiful feets, taking out something from his pocket, savitri watch him tying anklets around her ankles slowly, she tries to remove her feet from his hand but he still didn't let go of it, slowly massaging her feet he looks at her with pure love.
Savitri couldn't help her self but looking at his fragility and innocence , she places her hand on his hairs and rubs it, like a dog needing love and care from his master, he leans in her touch and rubs his face in her lap.
She knew they both went through a lot in this life will also have a lot to do so, she could understand him when she did gave birth to a son.
In the initial years of there separation she faced the harsh reality which she didn't wanted to ever expect, women were treated so low by not just men but women themselves.
Aaditya had protected her and always kept her in a happy bubble she always felt that she is truly independent and self reliant and truly she was and is, but was still reliable on him on many aspects.
But there were times when she felt all alone, there were times she wanted to crawl in the embrace of him , there were sometimes she craved his love and care, sometimes she did felt exhausted with every thing and she wanted someone to hold and comfort her and never let her go and every time she just craved was ADITYA THAKUR.
No matter what they both went through, they wanted each other, she knew her husband couldn't express himself and she used it against him, she knew he knows her too well and could see through her plans but she still tested him.
She was pathetic and crazy, crazy for him, pathetically in love with him, the love that which gave her pain but became remedy when needed the love that suffocated her but she liked being trapped in.
Savitri was a coward she could leave him anytime she wanted, she could back away from her marriage, she could go back to her father, she could leave him like she did four years ago but she willingly chose herself to be with him.
And the end the love overpowered her every sense and calculations the love that grew in the separation the love that became the only warmth in unknown cold place, the love that made her loose herself, it's love after all , love for her husband love for aaditya thakur that made her forget everything he did to her but also reminded what she did to him.
"Hume tum par kabhi hath nahi uthana chaiye tha.
Kabhi tumhare sath jabardasti nahi krni chahiye thi
Savitri jo saja deni hai dedo par durr mat jana pleasure kanhi durr mat jana "
Aaditya who was sitting on the floor looks at her with tears in his eyes, she bend down to kiss his forehead looking at him with so close she could she the child that demands her attention too but was never vocal about it.
