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Following days went very calm and uneventful for savitri and her family.
She was back to her normal routine where she worked like a maid in the morning and night and becomes a sex doll for her partner who always failed to understand her true emotions.
These days were really tiring for savitri as she felt her body getting frequent aches her feet also started to get swollen making her difficult to work.
She was insecure and cautious as she heard of rumours going around the village of her husband having another woman outside and that too could be her own sister.
She was also well aware of him going to those red light area meeting another woman she was scared and didn't wanted to say it loud everytime the thoughts of him being with another woman broke her heart she always pushed it away from her subconscious.
She felt like standing on a clif, she is hella scared his routine did changed these days going early in the morning and coming late at night. They almost lived like roommates rather than husband and wife, the little communication between them also disappeared.
But she kept her little hopes in her marriage and him, she couldn't live without him to the little bit chance to spend time with him was submitting to his desires and cooperating and she started doing that without crying or complaining of her pain to him.
Sitting in front of her dressing table she looked at just flaws of her entire body and face. She looked dull and fat. Her husband even voiced out to her that she has gained weight though he was happy about it but she took it in completely different way and was more insecure.
She didn't feel good or even an ounce of beautiful she felt ugly, fat and unworthy even she look like a lively angel adorned in her purple silk saree her hair styled in a neat bun with white mogra gajra around it.
" Bahu chalo late ho raha hai hume " Her mother in law brought her out of her trance they both were going to attend their neighbors godh bhrayi ki rasam ( baby shower).
" Chaar saal ho gye tumhari shadi ko hmare ghar mai yeh rasam kab ki ho jani chahiye thi kya hi naseeb hai hum thakuro ka " Taunted her mother in law.
This time savitri didn't felt obligation for her incompletion but was angered by her mother in law and snapped at her " Maji mai nahi de paari toh aap dusri laa rahi hai na konsa ruki hai aap JAYSHREE ek mahine mai hi de degi apko or apke bete ko varis ....... Apne javan di thi hume vakt diya tha pr vo toh bhul gyi ab kyu taane maar rahi hai"
Her mother in law was shocked and stood gaping her mouth sudden realization dawned on savitri and she felt guilty and looked at her mother in law "Maaji " She stutter and was ashamed of her actions, she was embarrassed to even look into her eyes.
"Besharm ek toh hume varis na de pari upar se jaban bi chalne lagi kya kru mai bta mujhe tujhe chaar saal diye, kam hota hai chaar saal ka intezar vo ladki hume sanskaari Or achi lagi itni achi ladki ko kese jane du. Aane de mere bete ko teri saari harakatein batungi "
Seethed her mother in law in anger.
She did had a soft corner for savitri since start and protected her in every way but as time went by she was impatient and had to bow down in front of society because their house still didn't heard the joyful laughter and cries of her son's little children.
It made him look weak and targeted among evry cunning gazes that wanted his position and power in business and his work he never failed but because of her daughter in law's incompetence her son had to face the criticism.
He was even mocked for being impotent behind their back which hurt like a dagger being stabbed at her heart. She never wanted any other daughter in law except savitri but now she vowed to put savitri in her place and marry her son as soon as possible.
They both sat in the car and moved to their destination that was fully decorated which mocked both the woman for their own shortcomings.
They both went inside and greeted the woman laali who was seven month pregnant she had a beautiful glow and chubby cheeks with a heavy bump, she looked gorgeous thought savitri.
Savitri felt happy for laali but was sad for herself, she could feel the mocking, jealous and hateful gazes on her, she might had been crushed by these women nasty remarks if she was not the wife of SARKAAR.
Masking her inner turmoil and insecurities she held her chin high and looked at every woman eye to eye crushing them in her over oppressive aura. She is the most rightful girl for sarkaar the title she carried at the beginning of her marriage she didn't let it tarnish no matter what she is going through.
She might be docile and naive and very submissive when it came to her family but she was raised to be courageous and powerful by her family, the ones who protected her in every single way, the sole reason for ADITYA THAKUR being head over heels for her.
