AUTHOR POV
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After the confrontation with his mother about savitri's behavior towards her, he was at lost he didn't knew how to react, he couldn't believe that his naive wife brutally taunted his mother and blamed her for not having a child.
He was so angry that without thinking anything he dragged her to apologize to his mother, when he reached his room he saw her scared and crying, he was angry with everything happening with his family.
He saw savitri crying for a child, his mother crying for a child and himself also longing to have one to whom he can adore, it didn't matter if it's a boy or girl. He just wanted to complete his family more importantly a child could complete both the important women in his life.
He felt so helpless and Annoyed to not be able to fulfill the only wish they desired he felt like a losser. After savitri was declared infertile in the hospital it didn't matter much to him that time.
But now it started to bother him too, he made sure to get his fertility check not once but thrice to make sure that maybe he might be the problem and his wife bearing all the responsibility.
Thinking about the second marriage he was furious on his mother to embarrass savitri in front of the whole world, asking for the hand of other woman when his wife was present he couldn't imagine the amount of pain savitri had to go through because of her behavior.
He wanted to beat himself for being such a losser in life, and in the heat of moment it happened his mind was fusy he was not conscious of his action and it happened.
He slapped her. Blood was seeping out of her left corner of her lip her body fell down by the impact of his actions.
He regretted it, it pained hum more than anything, the mark on her cheek reminded the monster he have become he dashed to the washroom and opened the shower and let the water flow above his head to cool him.
Punching the wall he let out the anger, he had been like this from the very start having anger issues, ego issues it didn't bother him first but the pain savitri had to go through because of his actions scared him of loosing her.
He knew the woman he is with now has learned to calm herself and totally changed herself for him, for this marriage. He wanted to do the same change himself for her but everytime he took a step he was dragged four steps behind his progress.
He was well aware of the real savitri, he knew the actions will lead them to break apart, on the marriage itself his father in law warned him that he will take back his dear darling if she turn back on him.
Coming out of the bathroom he saw her being utterly quite, too still and quite for his liking, his subconscious knew she will leave him soon but his heart still wanted to test her.
" Lene jaa raha hu teri sautan, teri hi behen ko launga dusri nahi " Saying this he wanted her to react, fight with him throw a massive fight, beat him but to his disappointment she was still as if she turned deaf.
Feeling raged with his situation he moved out of the haveli to his car, going to pick up gayatri who was in his contact from last two years forcing him to take her as his second wife promising him to give as many children he desired.
The thing he felt for gayatri was just disgust but he didn't had anymore options left with him he didn't wanted to share his intimate self with any other woman apart from his savitri, he was her and will be forever.
He didn't wanted to bring another unfamiliar woman to his wife who will give a hard time to her and expect love from him. He was clear to get gayatri pregnant and keep her till delivery of his and savitri's child and then leave her with money compensation.
But soon he changed his destination he again found himself in chandni's room who was delighted to find him there waiting for him.
"Aap aa gye hum kab se intezaar mai the ki aayenge kb " She spoke feeling comfortable around him, looking at her he lit a sigaar and took puff to calm his anger.
" Aaj mene uss pr hath utha diya " He spoke to her trying to get the reaction from her that he anticipated from savitri. To which she chuckled and replied "toh itni si baat pr gussa ho kr khud ko taklif pocha rahe hai hmm"
Going near him she took his injured hand in hers and carefully started treating it sacred to hurt unintentionally.
He felt infuriated by her reaction both of them savitri and her reacted as if nothing happened which caused a turmoil within him.
Holding her hand he pulled her towards himself and repeated his words with clenched teeths "I slapped her don't you get it "
Chandini was shocked by his reaction and he placed her hand on his bare chest looking into her eyes.
"Yaha esi aag lagi hai jise koi bhi ni bhuja skta tu bhi nahi vo bhi nahi, usko dekh itna bura lagta hai ki hmari aulad nahi hai pal pal marte hai usse ese dekh,
Pyaar dena chahte hai usse lekin hmesha dard de kr laut aate hai tere pass, haivan se kam nahi hai hum samjhi Tu pyaar ke layak nahi hai mt dekha kr un nigahon se hume "
He reveled embarrassing her that he could read her feelings just like this even if she tried to kept it a secret hidden from everyone. She felt like crying looking at her love in such a agnostic situations.
She couldn't watch him in this pain it cut her heart in deep pieces to look at the mighty man crying in front of her she crouched in front of him, cupping his cheeks she looked into his eyes and asked.
"Humse ki gyi aulad ko apna payenge, hume kuch nahi chaiye apki khushi le siva, aap thakurien ko nahi dekh skte ese hum apko nahi dekh skte ese "
Aaditya got up from his place gathering himself he asked her to move out with him. He made her sit in his car in front of the curious gazes of the people around him.
Taking her to the city hospital he got her fully checked up to see if she was ready to bear his child. Once doctor kapoor confirmed her healthy reports, doctor fixed their next appointment.
Without any further delay he took her in the villa unknown to his family members. He first needed to make sure to explain each and everything to his wife first.
But he wasn't aware his negligence, spread like a wild fire among the villagers especially the men who were inspired by him to keep another woman and took him as a symbol of masculinity, will break all the remaining hopes and trust of savitri on him and will lead them to seperate forever.
Unknown to everything savitri in her own world was planning get major escape and plan to torment Aaditya and his new bride that is her beloved sister she was ready for a grand welcome for both of them.
She vowed him to go through the hell that she went through. she decided not to love him anymore but feeling had no control she knew she loved him and will love him only but decided him to shower her hard love on him as her soft love didn't left a mark on her husband.
