After me and Mai had finished writing the librarian asked us to leave since the library was closing. When we left we went our separate ways and I went to sleep. When I woke up my head was pounding and I had no clue why. I went inside to get some advil to stop my headache. When I got inside I felt dizzy and had to grab onto the counter to gain my equilibrium. The pain became unbearable and I found myself screaming and crying nonsense words. I didn't know what was happening and it seemed that I didn't have control anymore. I had control over nothing, not even my thoughts. I felt like I was going mad. All that was there was unbearable pain and distant screams and cries, although they were coming from my mouth they sounded as if it was from the next street over. It was silent until I heard a voice, a voice I had never heard before. But yet, it sounded familiar. It was hard to understand what it was saying but it was something along the lines of "dance. Dance your pretty little heart out until you perish. Dance until your legs fall off. Dance until everyone is gone. Dance. Dance. dance." it kept chanting the word 'dance' i don't know why. My body was moving on its own now and I finally understood, it was cosplaying inside of me. I have no clue about what's happening at the moment. I don't know where I am anymore. I've forgotten who I am. I don't know what to do about it either. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. All I feel is pain. Pain. pain. Pain. it feels like my head is about to burst, it feels like my torso is going to rip apart, it feels like my lower half is being detonated with heavy explosives. It's just pure pain. Pain. pain. Pain. pain. I stumble mindlessly around my kitchen. I don't know what I'm doing. It's like I'm in a trance. I can see what's going on (albeit blurry and disorientated) but I can't move and it hurts. My hands grip my hair in agony, trying to hold onto something. Anything. Please help me. If anyone out there can hear me, please, please, please, HELP ME I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE. I just wanna scream in pain but I can't utter a single sound. I need to get myself together. I can't do this anymore. It seems I'm falling. The ground is hard and cold. I want to get up. But the thing inside of me won't budge. I managed to utter a few words "help...me" such odd words...they mean nothing to me. No one is here. No one can help me. I'm alone in this. I deserve to die alone. Mai...I'm sorry I did this to you. You know I wanted to stay here with you forever and ever. But I can't. It's time for me to go now. I'm sorry.
to be continued......
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cosplaying insanity
Mystère / Thrillerin this story full of angst ,laughter, miku, salmonella, and pain. A high school girl finds herself in a sticky situation. Fifteen year old Dorian never had any friends until she met Mai, but now things are getting harder with her and Mai, can she s...
