in this story full of angst ,laughter, miku, salmonella, and pain. A high school girl finds herself in a sticky situation. Fifteen year old Dorian never had any friends until she met Mai, but now things are getting harder with her and Mai, can she s...
Life out of jail has been great! It's free, it's fresh, and just overall amazing. I know I hardly spent any time in there but it's still good to be out. I'm out on a walk right now, it's really nice out today.
My mind wanders to Mai. I miss her. Because of Sigma, I killed her, and I hate that I forgive sigma. I wish I didn't forgive them, but at the same time, I'm glad I did. They're just like a child that's lost. All they want is something stable. In order to get that, they had to do the bare minimum. Which in their case just so happened to be possessing someone enough to drive them to murder. I hope them and their lovers are doing well. Sigh. I casually cross the road, not bothering to look. But little did i know, this would change the course of my life entirely, as if it hadn't already enough...
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What's happening? I can't see. I can't move. I'm scared. How did this happen? Am I still outside? Am I in my house? Am I in a building? Where am i? It's bright. It's dark. I'm opening my eyes. Shoot. I'm in a hospital. Why?
"Hello, Ms.yukiyo, you got hit by a car. You're on the verge of death and we're not sure if you're going to make it." the pretty nurse says (A/N: OH NO, DORIAN IS HAVING A GAY PANIC)
It starts fading again. But Sigma isn't with me. How is it fading? Am I dying? It hurts...my legs hurt. My arms hurt. My head hurts. My body hurts. Everything hurts. I'm fading away. Forever. Gone.
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I see myself from the hospital above. God, I look like a mess. My body still hurts. I can feel it. This sucks. Am I really dying? I guess I am. That sucks. I see Mai's moms crying in the corner. Why? I'm not special. I didn't do anything worth remembering. I'm just a lowly teenager that ate their best friend. I'm not worthy of this love. I'm not worthy of this ending. I deserve much, much worse. I deserve only the most brutal of deaths. If anything, mai should have been the one to kill me. She didn't deserve this. I don't deserve this. It's too little. Who dies of a car crash? Especially for someone like me, a lowlife teen that committed murder and cannibalism, not to mention escaping jail. I'm deserving of worse. Like being steamed alive. It's worse than boiling. When being boiled, you can't feel it. Whereas with steaming, you can feel every second of it. Maybe even get a few stabs in. This is too little. It doesn't hurt enough. I want to feel that sweet sweet pain that just hurts so good. I deserve nothing less, right? I deserve this. I deserve to die. This is just the suffering for my suffrage to others.
Dark and empty
Eyes of thy
Seen to much
Forced to cry
Twas not wished upon
Surely couldn't help
But dark and dry
Eyes of thy
Seen to much
In order to cry
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btw, heres sigma in a maid dress lol
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my dad watched me drawing it the whole time
he didn't question it once
i couldn't figure out how to draw sig's normal hair so i gave him a better haircut :::3
