Divorced Hearts | THV

For us

Y/n’s POV

“ Can I kiss you my Celeste? " My eyes fluttered, as my heart lost a beat . I stood there looking at him, who had a tender smile on his lips , something which others would miss if they weren't looking up close . It made me hold my breath as my mind processed the name he uttered. He called me that…he called me with a nickname. “ No one…no one ever tried to understand what I was going through. Everyone wished to fix me , everyone except you .” He leaned in to rest his forehead against mine while our noses brushed .

" Just you…only you…" Taehyung's breath mingled with mine , causing my eyes to flutter shut while my hands curled against the shirt he wore. “ Heal me and let me heal you , please." I released the breath I was holding in , leaning closer to let our lips brush. “Then heal me , do things right this time…” and that was his cue to capture my lips with his , pressing his mouth on me in a wanting desire .

I staggered back inside the apartment, my hands pulling Taehyung in along. He let one of his hand travel back to close the door behind us in a hasty attempt before bringing it back to circle it around my back and then pushing me against the wall .

The force of that action was mostly taken by him , exerted on his protective hold . I leaned my head back on the wall , eyes closed, feeling his lips sucking onto mine , igniting a fire that spread through my body and then accumulated at the pit of my stomach. I missed his presence, I missed to feel him underneath the palm of my hands as I dragged my hand slowly from his chest to his back , feeling his stiffened bones.  I pressed my fingers on the unevenness of his back , releasing the tension while he kissed me deeper , his lips moving in a slow yet harsh manner .

We kissed , our heads tilting to slot our lips better onto each other. Taehyung caught my lips in between his teeth , making it burn and yet curing that very burn with his tongue , swapping against my swollen skin.  It continued until our chests burnt with the need to breath . That's what caused our lips to part , breathing heavily against each other, feeling the warmth of our breath on each other's face.  Taehyung's eyes were settled only on me , swirling with desire, hope and affection.

“ Can I touch you ?" My words came out heavy with the break due to the need to inhale.  “I am okay if it's you." He whispered out the answer, looking down at me with the same look in his eyes . I smiled at him , letting my hand tentatively move against his neck before gliding on his jawline. Taehyung closed his eyes, feeling my fingers leave the feathery trail of touch against his skin , slowly caressing his cheek , running through his hair which made him lean into my hands. I took that opportunity to move forward and leave a peck on the apple of his neck . It managed to bring out a surprise laugh from him .

Taehyung still had the smile on his lips when he looked at me , his tone happy when he stated , “ I'm a little ticklish there. " I didn't speak but rather kept staring at the genuine upside curve on his lips , something so real and radiant and it got me mesmerised. Taehyung barely ever smiled as widely as he did today , his cold side slipping away . For a moment I could notice the younger version of himself before everything happened, everything which snatched away his reason to smile again.

I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with this realisation, eyes tearing up without my own will. As it happened, I watched his smile getting replaced with worry , etching his brows , forming a furrow . “ Is everything alright, did I do anything wro-" I cut him off by pressing my lips onto his , kissing him shut.  Taehyung halted for a second but then gave right in , as I found his hands back around my waist , pulling me closer , slowly gliding down to hold my hips.

His hands then travelled down my thighs, grasping onto my skin. The action was daunting and sudden, leaving me to gasp at the sudden hold . Taehyung took that chance to let his tongue probe the inside of my mouth, kissing my teeth and gulping onto the sounds I made next . When he let go of my thigh , I found my legs shaking, the heat at the pit of my stomach slowly starting to travel down and made my insides throb . Taehyung kissed me breathless, leaving my head feeling heavy with the amount of things he made me feel . My legs felt strengthless , my body almost standing pilant against him . “ Take me to the bedroom." I let out feeling heady with the way he kissed me , touched me , felt me .

I didn't think much before speaking but it managed to halt his actions, his eyes staring at me wide . “ Are you sure you want to…” he let his words trail , astonishment clearly present in his eyes . At first it caused me to frown but then as I thought of it , my words might have implied something more than kissing.

We weren't doing these for the first time but it was the first time when our relationship was in such a fragile state . “I-I feel a little dizzy…that's why…I just want to sit down” I cleared the confusion, feeling my neck and cheeks heating up due to embarrassment. "Oh!” Taehyung uttered, his hand hooking down my thighs and another around my waist , picking me up into his arms without another question. The lightened blaze between us had subsided into a spark by the time he took me to my room with the help of my direction.

Truth being told , even if the moment was embarrassing previously , I enjoyed being treated this way . My heart held a giddy relishment as Taehyung sat me down on the bed gently .

“ What now ?" He shrugged his shoulders, eyes gliding around my room before stopping on the canvas which I had kept covered in my room with a piece of white cloth. 
“ Do you wish to leave ? " I asked him , eyes focused on watching how his longing eyes stayed put on the canvas before tearing the gaze and then looking at me .
“ Can I be honest ?"
I nodded at Taehyung.
" I don't wish to leave you anymore, not even for a single second or a single breath.”

I found myself smiling as I let my eyes fall on my lap and hand wrap around my belly . “I hope you don't let us go this time, Taehyung. I hope you fight for us." My tone sounded sombre and quiet , more like I wished it upon the stars .

He stood there , watching me shrug out of my overcoat , taking off the earrings I wore and then keeping them in the bedside desk.  Then I let myself turn around from him and moved towards the right corner of my bed , laying down with my back facing him . I waited , holding onto my breath , counting the seconds until he understood what I wanted from him. A minute passed following several other minutes. I couldn't feel the bed dip beside me or the warmth which I would feel on occasional nights during our wedding.

Instead I heard footsteps , retreating, the door of my room opening and then closing. I let out the breath , holding onto my pillow, pressing the side of my face into it further, suddenly feeling cold inside the room which was warm enough. I curled into myself, my hands wrapped tightly around my belly as I forced myself to close my eyes.

I was expecting too much. He shouldn't feel obligated to spend a night with me after we both agreed to sign on the divorce papers. We weren't together anymore. My nails dug into the side of my waist , feeling the venom of bitterness slowly spreading through me .

I was such a foolish person, I yet again tried to hope…. I had it coming my way , my pathe- before my mind could restrain me into its grasp of self loath , I felt the door of my room opening again, light footsteps approaching the bed . Then I felt it dip on the left side , feeling the warmth of his presence oozing from the side .

A moment didn't pass and I found his hands carefully resting on my waist and then reached to touch my hands which encircled my waist . A shuddered breath escaped past my lips as I found myself being pulled closer to him , my back resting on Taehyung's chest .

“ I thought you left ." The words were out past my lips without a control. “ I told you , I can't let you go this time…no matter what, I will come back to you .”
" Even if I push you away tomorrow? What if it's just our overwhelming emotions? What if what we are having today doesn't remain the same tomorrow ?What if I never feel the same as I used to before?” I found his hand circling tighter around me as he dipped his face down on my nape and left a feathery kiss there .

“I will still stay and fight for you . Even if it's just our emotions, it's still ours. If you don't love me back then I'll consider myself not worthy of your love. But my heart would never stop beating for you my Celeste. Either I will win your heart , or I'll spend the rest of my life proving that I'm yours now . No matter how many tomorrows come , I'll be here waiting for you .”

His words made my chest tighten and I could feel the warmth of his breath on my skin as he whispered, “ You don't have to feel the same for me right now. But I'll never stop fighting for us now that I know the volume of my mistake. I'll never stop fighting for us , for you and our child .”

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