"Austin what are you doing?" I asked as he started leaving kisses all over my face.
"I cant take this. I need you." He groaned out kissing my neck. I tried to keep in a moan but I let it out. I felt Austin smirk as he continued to kiss my neck.
"Austin I need you too." I said grabbing his neck and pulling his lips onto mine. We continued kissing as we walked towards the bed. He pushed me onto the bed and started kicking off his shoes. I also started kicking off his shoes while trying to take Austin's shirt off. He got the hint I wanted it off and pulled it off quickly putting his lips back onto mine.
His hands roamed my body as our make out session heated up. Few minutes later everything was off.
"Eryn are you ready?" Austin breathed out. I nodded because I couldnt say anything.
"Eryn? Eryn?" Austin started saying again. I looked at him confusingly and then felt my arm being smacked.
I shot out of bed confused and sweaty. I looked around and saw Alex at the end of my bed. Then I realized what I was just dreaming about. I groaned and fell back into bed.
"Are you okay?" Alex laughed.
"No." I sighed.
"Whats wrong?" Alex said making himself comfortable on my bed.
"I had a dream about doing IT with Austin." I said truthfully. I knew I could tell Alex anything without being judged so I didn't bother lying to him.
"Dang you have it bad." Alex laughed.
I threw a pillow and him and told him to shut up.
"So what are you going to do about it?" Alex asked me.
"What do you mean?" I asked getting up and sitting down against my headboard.
"I mean clearly you need him emotionally and physically."
"I do not need him physically or emotionally, I'm fine with him just being my friend." I said half truthfully. Honestly I felt the happiest when Austin and I were more than friends, but I didn't want to be this weak girl who needed a guy to be happy.
"Alexa don't lie to me, you just don't want to be that girl that needs someone to be happy."
Dang did he read my mind?
"I just don't know what to do. Am I making this a bigger deal than it needs to be?" I curiously asked.
"Truthfully yes, but I understand, he hurt you twice and I know you don't want to get hurt again but this is Austin and he loves you so much it's crazy." Alex said taking my hand into his. "If you love him and feel happy with him than go get him and stop making yourself miserable" He continued.
I sighed and I knew what I had to do.
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