Do you ever have those moments where you stress out so much so you stop breathing? Like it's not a panic attack but it's not NOT a panic attack. That was me right now doing my research paper. I was on the verge of tears and pulling my hair out. I groaned loudly and crashed my head into my pillow and started crying. I may have been dramatic but this was honestly so stressful.
"Alexa?" I heard someone say from the other side of my door.
"Leave me alone Austin I'm crying" I said my voice muffled by the pillow.
"Alexa" Austin whined.
"How'd you even get in my parents hate you" I asked getting up from my bed and walking to my door. I opened my door a crack.
"Are you okay?" Austin whispered opening the door more. I stood there tears in my eyes.
"Is this about the movie night? I promise I didn't wanna go but my mom made me stay cause of their daughter and I hated it cause she tried flirting with me and I was like what the heck" Austin rambled on.
"Austin" I said grabbing onto his shoulders.
"I'm just stressed about the research paper. I just need you right now." I said bringing him into a hug.
"Does that mean we are going to talk about the flirting?" He asked nervously. I chuckled and said yes and kissed his cheek.
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"Shouldn't you finish your research paper?" Austin said after a while. We were laying on my bed forgetting about everything else in the world.
"Shouldn't we be talking about the flirting that went on?" I said looking up at him and smirking.
"Wow would you look at the time I should get going" Austin quickly said getting untangling himself from me. I grabbed his arm and pulled him back down.
"Sit" I said.
He sat down and started playing with my hair.
"Playing with my hair won't make this easier" I said but let him continue playing with my hair.
"So what happened?" I asked.
He sighed and started talking.
"We were watching tv and our parents were in the kitchen and next thing I know she's trying to hold my hand but believe me I quickly swatted her hand away from me and left. I would never cheat on you. I love you so much I would never do that to you"
Austin looked worried, he waited for me to answer.
"Say something please" Austin begged. I smiled at him and grabbed the back of his neck and pulled his lips to mine.
"I trust you Austin." I said to him when we broke apart.
"And?" He said wanting me to continue.
"And I love you too" I smiled at him and kissed him some more.
"C'mon let's relax some more" Austin said cuddling me.
