Model for Me| Sunsun

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Few time skips in this chapter,
angst so beware!!!

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It took a bit, but eventually Sunoo woke up, and first thing he noticed was he was in a room, and a few more given seconds and he noticed he's at home in bed. Immediately he sits up in a panic, remembering he lost one of the things he held the most dear to his heart, he quickly walks over to the door and swiftly opened it, only to be welcomed by a firm and naked chest. Sunghoon.

"Hoon, I—I'm so sorry I don't know how I let-" he started but Sunghoon just raised his hand lightly as to interrupt and Sunoo immediately became silent. "I don't blame you, I'll start off by saying that, me and her mother have also lost her multiple times at the same park. But not for this long," he said with a sigh as he walks past the younger male to go sit on the bed with his face in his hands.

He didn't know what to do, he's been pacing around the house, actively looking, asking and searching, he's called her mom but the damn woman won't answer the phone, the police said they can't do a actual search until a day after her disappearance, like that's not enough time to smuggle a kid out of the country.

It was chillingly silent between the two, only making Sunoo feel even worse as he goes to sit on the floor, he didn't feel like he had the place to try and comfort the man when it was his own fault the girl was gone. He sat with his head down to his lap and he wanted nothing but to cry, but he didn't feel like he deserved to cry about it, so he just sniffs here and there as because he was holding his tears, his nose started to run instead.

His head felt fuzzy, nose congested and the feeling in his stomach was deep and empty, in a way that had his stomach knotting in displeasure, the feeling of fear.

He heard a long sigh coming from his boyfriend but decided to keep looking down and stay quiet as he was already doing. Neither of them knew really what to say, honestly neither wanted to have this discussion either. Both losing their minds, although Sunghoon didn't want to blame the boy, he couldn't help it, but he didn't want to urge it out loud as he already knew Sunoo was just as broken as he was at the moment, and definitely felt more guilty as the child was in his care when he lost her.

They had to have been sitting in dead silence between them for as long as half an hour, before Sunghoon decided to break it. "We have to go back to the police station so you can finish telling them what happened," he said and Sunoo just nods, Sunghoon gets up, walking over to the younger and helped him get up.

It was very obvious to him that Sunoo felt nothing but the worse person on the world at the moment, and he couldn't lie that seeing that made him feel even worse about the whole situation.

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Time skip; the next day

Currently, Sunoo was doing nothing but crying once again, he couldn't help it. Sunghoon was currently in the shower, naturally the mood between them both were very tense and a bit cold. Sunoo understood he messed up, beyond messed up, so he didn't expect Sunghoon to really be very cuddly and sweet, at the moment he didn't know how to react to anything, he was dead silent besides when he spoke on the phone with authorities, got in contact with people in power as well to help search for his daughter.

He's tried comforting him, but the man made it obvious he didn't want to be comforted by him, he needed space.

At that thought, Sunoo gets up and leaves the bedroom. At the moment he really felt like him being there would only make Sunghoon feel even worse, so he decided to leave. He got in the car and decided to get himself a hotel. He didn't deserve to stand in that man's face knowing he was the reason his child was currently missing. That girl was everything to him and he lost her, he was doing nothing but freaking out, hoping Nari wasn't in any real danger although the chance had to be extremely low.