Only know you love her when you let her go

Brooks Diary #1

July 14th,
I lay awake in my bed not wanting to get up mainly because I didn't want to see my mom, I wasn't ready to hear her apologize. I can't believe she cheated on my dad with that scum bag! I mean really? Ben Cooke, I knew something was up with him. I can hear My dads sadness if that is even possible, I feel bad for him my mom loved him so much, at least that's what I thought.
I decided to get up, I threw on a huge white T-shirt that had a smily face on the front, how ironic? I slipped my fluffy slipper boots on and went downstairs. I made sure to not make eye contact with my mom who was sitting on the couch clearly looking upset, which she should be! I could tell that she was thinking about what she did. I walked into the kitchen and saw Nicole at the table eating Fruity Pebbles and playing with a Barbie in her hands.
"Hey Nicole"
"Morning Brook"
What if my parents split up and Nicole and I get separated?
"Do you wanna play a Wii game with me" I asked her
Nicole took a bite of her cereal and looked at me with huge eyes, I could tell she wanted too.
"Yes!" She said and jumped out of her seat.

We walked up the steps and into my room Nicole ran and sat on my bed.
"Mario Kart?" I asked her and she shook her head yes so I got the game out and put it into the wii.
We played some balloon battles and raced she looked so happy, we haven't played Wii together in a long time. As much as I want my space I really did miss being close with Nicole, I mean yes we fight but she's my sister and we will fight a lot but at the end of the day I'll always be there to beat her in Mario Kart. I always played Yoshi and she always played Princess Peach we both played with the rocket ship bike.
"Why does mommy and daddy seem so sad" she asked me which caused me to bite my lip I didn't know what to say.
"I thought they worked today?" Nicole asked me another question which I wanted to know the answer to too.
"I actually don't know Nic" I told her, which was the truth I really didn't know.
After an hour and a half of playing with Nicole I decided to take a shower I ran the hot water and took my clothes off, I stepped into the shower. after 13 minutes passed I heard a knock at the door.
"Yeah" I yelled
"You almost done in there" a raspy voice called which I knew was my fathers
"Almost, I'll be a minute" I yelled with some empathy in my voice.
After getting out of the shower I wrapped myself in a blue towel and opened the door, I saw my father he was hungover holding his head in pain, I smiled at him. He gave me a half smile back and walked into the bathroom shutting and locking the door.
I feel so bad for him, my mother loved him so much I couldn't get the fact that she cheated!
I walked to my room and shut the door after I walked inside I took my towel off and walked to my dresser and opened my pants drawer, I got out the circle skirt I bought when my dad gave me that twenty dollars to get out of the house with from before and paired it with a white cropped lacy shirt. I brushed my hair and put it into a fishtail braid after that I put some coral lipstick on and I decided to wear eyeliner today with my mascara.
I called Adrian.
"Hello" I heard his voice say which made me smile
"Hey it's Brook"
"Oh, hey!"
"Are you busy?"
"Actually I was gonna go to the arcade with Matt, wanna come?
The arcade, that's where we met.
"I mean it's totally cool if you didn't wanna come, I understand" he said after
"No, I wanna come"
"I'll come pick you up at your house in 10 minutes I'm just waiting for Matt"
"Alright see you soon" I smiled and hung up the phone.
I picked out some white converse and shoved seventeen dollars into a small bag which also carried hand sanitizer, peach flavoured lip balm, 4$ sunglasses, and an old red candy wrapper. I heard a knock outside and ran down the steps, I didn't even tell my parents where I was going I just left.
I saw Adrian in his car, it was a blue jeep, Matt sat next to him. Adrian wore all black shades his hair looked extra good today, I walked up to the backseat door and opened it.
"Hey Beautiful" Adrian smiled at me
"Hey Adrian" I smiled then I looked at Matt "hi matt"
Matt smiled "hey"
We drove to the arcade and got out of the jeep after parking. Matt was a couple inches taller than Adrian,he had light blue eyes which made him very attractive, his skin was a mocha colour and he wore a red shirt with black jeans with Jordan's on his feet, his hair was black and very short. Today Adrian wore a blue and grey tank top with grey lightly baggy jeans his shoes were Nike and white.
We walked through the familiar light up doors and bought tokens to use for the games. At the same time Adrian and I looked at the dance game where we first met.
"We have too" he said smiling
I smiled back "yes".
Adrian and I played the same song we played when we met I could tell he improved because last time I beat him by a lot but this time he lost by only 125 points.
"Ha I beat you"
"I'm still better than you at one thing"
"Yeah? And what is that"
Adrian came up and kissed me with his soft precious pink lips I felt my heart beat faster, kissing him never got old.
"That is what that is" he said with a smirk which caused Matt to laugh and me to smile.
Adrian and Matt played air hockey while I went and played a spin to win game and surprisingly I won 45 tickets. Adrian decided to play a basketball throwing game after and he won the jackpot.
"Aye!" He yelled "bow down to the king" he joked while putting his hands on his hips. Matt laughed "you're such a dork" I laughed at matts comment he was right.
"Hey what are you laughing at?" Adrian turned at looked at me
"I'm laughing because he called you a dork, and he's right" I teased
Adrian smiled showing that cute dimple of his "I may be a dork, but I'm your dork" he said and winked at me which made me die on the inside but I rolled my eyes at him on the outside.
Adrian went to the washroom so Matt and I were alone at the pool tables.
"So, you really like him eh?"
"Yeah"
"Do you think you're gonna date still after you move?"
I didn't know what to say.
"I don't know, hopefully we will still talk"
Adrian was now walking towards us. after he was standing with us we decided to play a game of pool, Adrian and I against Matt.
"So Brook" Matt began "have you an Adrian ever done anything, you know like dir.."
Adrian cut him of "Matt, would you stop no". I was embarrassed at Matt asking that, I could tell my face was red. Matt turned to me "well, have you?" I shook my head no.
"You better do something before she leaves, you know" Matt winked at Adrian who was giving him the death stare. I broke the awkwardness by putting a ball in the hole
"aw yeah" Adrian said and kissed me after.
"What the heck" Matt was mad because now we were in the lead. He then turned his frown into a devious smile.
"Let's make the losers do something" we knew he had something up his sleeve.
"Unless you're to scared"
Adrian bursted in "were not scared!", but honestly I was.
"Well the loser, or losers" he smiled "they have to take their clothes off and run around naked".
At this point my mouth was open, I turned to Adrian his face had no emotion.
"Like full on naked?" I asked
"Full on naked."
Adrian and I were beating Matt by 4, he was getting mad until something horrible happened. It was my turn to go and guess what I did? I SUNK THE EIGHT BALL! Of course are you kidding me!
As soon as the ball went in the hole Matt jumped in the air
"HA, I win!" He yelled "you know what to do" he winked at me.
Adrian turned and looked at me scratching his neck, I could tell he didn't want to do this but who would!
"Are you kidding me!" I yelled "I'm not doing this" Matt looked me in the eyes
"It's was the bet, you have to do it" he smiled that devilish smile which made me want to hit him in the face with a chair.
After Adrian entered the boys washroom I went into the girls, Matt waited outside.
"Would you guys hurry up"
Matt was annoyed we were taking forever
"No video taping" I called out
"Fine, but both of you come out when I get to 10" Matt began counting.
"One"
"Two"
"Three"
"Ten!" And I peeked my head out of the door I saw Matt and Adrian was there with nothing on covering his crotch with his hands.
"Brook, come on!" Matt yelled. I didn't even have time to answer because Matt opened the door on me. I quickly covered my female parts and yelled at Matt for opening it. I was bright red and so was Adrian.
"Ready?" Adrian asked me
"Hey, you guys nice butts" Matt laughed
I told him to shut up, Adrian looked at me again "are you ready?" He asked me
"No" I swallowed hard
"Well, Go!" Matt yelled he was getting on my last nerve. I grabbed one of Adrian's hands and started running, we ran through the arcade naked.