SYMPHONY's POV
Napahawak ako sa ulo ko, ang sakit lang. Tinignan ko ung clock sa gilid ng table ko, it says 10:30.... PM.
"Shit." may gig pa pala ko ng 11:30. Kaya naman pala masakit ang ulo ko. Ang haba ng tulog ko. Buti na lang sunday bukas. Uminom muna ko ng paracetamol at nag punta na sa cr para maligo. After nun nag bihis na ko at binitbit ang knapsack ko, nandun lahat ng things ko para sa mga gig ko. Syempre andun din ung mask ko, di mawawala un.
Pinark ko na si black jazz sa tapat ng bar na kinakantahan ko.
Hindi un tulad ng bar na iniisip nyo. Romantic ung ambiance nun. Dun nag pupunta ung mga peer groups na sawa na sa wild bars, ung mga broken hearted, ung mga lovers, ung mga senti, ung mga mag aasawa na nag ba-bonding. Medyo madilim din sa loob, mga candles at dim light lang ung nag bibigay ng liwanag, tapus ung spot light na medyo nakatutok sakin.
Every saturday night lang ako kumakanta dito, 11:30-1:30. Two hours lang, pero maganda ang bayad :) Minsan pag may nag papa-dedicate or nag papa-request, binibigyan nila ko ng tip. Hahaha. Pero kung tutuusin, ung kinikita ko dito, one-fourth lang ng allowance ko *o* pero masaya na ko, at least, alam kong may kinikita ang pag kanta.
Konting pag ri-ready lang, at nag punta na ko sa mini stage.
"Good evening everyone..." tumingin na ko sa gilid ko, signal ko na, start na :)) Sosyal ko no?
Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything’s okay
Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
And I said, “Oh, how do I go on?”
Nothing’s going right, shadow’s took the light
And I said, “Oh, how do I go on?”
Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you
Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little
Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything’s okay
(Everything’s ok)
I gave my hope to you
When you were nearly through
And you said, “Oh, I can’t go on”
Well, now I need it back
‘Cause I have got a lack of all that’s good
And I can’t go on
Yeah, sometimes I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you
Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little
Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything’s okay
(Everything’s okay, everything’s okay)
Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you
Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little
Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little
Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything’s okay
Bagay lang sakin ung kinanta ko, mwahaha. Halos lahat naman ng kinakanta ko medyo related sakin. Hehe, aba, kung si Taylor Swift, nag co-compose ng songs tungkol sa buhay nya, ako, kinakanta ko ung mga related sakin :)))
Tinignan ko ung relo ko, 2am na.. Kailangan ko ng umuwi.
Pag punta ko sa carpark, may napansin akong note dun sa windshield ng black jazz.
Nung binasa ko, kinabahan ako. Shit! Panu nangyari un?
Dali dali akong sumakay ng black jazz at nag drive papunta sa apartment ko.
Hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko ung nasa letter.
'I know your secret, baby. Take care.'
Hindi pwede to.. Sino naman ang lokong napag-tripan ako, at may mga ganito pang prank?
Panung nangyari yun? Eh nag iingat naman ako ng mabuti.
(c) Eilramisu
