Finally Happy (Sequel to Tortured)

Ch 39

| Stephanie's POV |
I had made my way to the bed, and tears just kept spilling. Mason came over and kissed my cheek.
"I wove you mommy." He said.
"I love you too baby." I said giving him a weak smile.
"Where's daddy?" He asked.
"With uncle Cameron." I said.
"Did Daddy hurt your feewings?" He asked.
I nodded.
"Boo daddy!" He said.
"Yea." I said.
More tears fell as I thought about it. Who knows what Matt and that girl did. I just hope she doesn't come knocking at our door saying Matt got her pregnant. Just thinking of that makes me cry even more.
I heard footsteps coming towards the room and I thought it was Marissa, but it was Matt.
I quickly got up and dried my eyes.
"I know you're crying." Matt said.
I looked down as another tear fell.
"Stephanie! I'm sorry!" He said.
"Are you Matt?! Because you know what they say,' drunk words, are your sober thoughts! As well as actions!' What did you do with that girl?" I asked.
"I don't know. I don't remember!" He said.
"Matt.. I don't know. Maybe this isn't a good idea." I said crying.
"Wha do you mean?" He asked.
"I don't think we- us, Is a good idea!" I said.
"Are you serious right now?!" He asked.
"Matt!! You went out and got drunk! And then came home with another girl!" I said.
"Stephanie! I was drunk! I wasn't thinking about anything or anyone at that point!" He said.
"You called me a bitch." I said.
"I didn't mean it." He said.
"No I'm pretty sure you did." I said.
"Daddy!! Mommy said you hurt her feewings!" Mason said.
"I did hurt her feelings. I don't think mommy loves me anymore." He said.
"I wove you!" He said.
"I love you too! Go play with your sister." He said and Mason walked out.
"How could you say I don't love you anymore?" I asked him.
"I was just implying it." He said.
"Matt. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't be crying my ass off for this." I said.
"We were so good in our relationship. Please forgive me!" Matt begged.
"Matt I do forgive you. It's just I don't know. Maybe we should wait a little longer to be engaged." I said.
"What?! No! Stephanie! I worked hard to build the courage to ask you! I said everything that I said that night at dinner, and it came from the heart!!" He said.
I just cried even more. He walked towards me and wrapped his arms around me.
"I know what I did was stupid. Just please, don't leave me." He said in a whisper.
I scoffed.
"Don't make this hard Matt." I said.
"I was trying to make it easier." he said.
I looked up at him and saw his eyes get watery and a tear fell from his eye, as he sniffed.
"Matt.. How about we wait." I said.
"Wait on what?" He asked.
"Us being together. I know it's not what you want to hear, it's not what I want to do! It's just easier that way." I said.
"So you're saying that we should split up and share the kids?!" He asked.
"No! I'll take them and we'll arrange for you to be able to visit them." I said.
"Oh so now I'll have to make an appointment to visit my child?!" He asked annoyed.
"Until I know what I want to do." I said.
"No." He said.
"What?" I asked confused.
"You are not going anywhere! I am not going anywhere!! Mark my words!! Because I've worked hard to get where I am right now in order to get better!! Mentally and physically!! I'm not going to let a bitch like you make that all seem for nothing!!" He yelled loudly.
I flinched as I saw the anger in his eyes and I closed my eyes waiting for what may come next.
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WHAT HAPPENED TO OLD MATT?! He's older! He's more mature!! But here's a glimpse of the old Matt!! (In the story not real life.)