A Young Mistake

A New Start

As time passed, Rohan and I grew even closer. I passed 10th grade with excellent marks, and Rohan was about to complete his first year of college. Our long-distance relationship for the first time was challenging since we lived in different cities, but our love for each other blossomed day by day.

Our relationship was so private that only a few of our friends knew about it and Rohan managed to visit me every 2-3 months.

Arjun started calling me on a daily basis since it was all very friendly so I never said anything but when Rohan used to call, my phone use to be busy and I never lied because we all were friends together and Rohan also never felt wrong about it.

Everything in our relationship was going well, but there was one thing missing. I wouldn’t have thought much about it, but Palak made me think about those feelings. Suddenly, my emotions intensified, and I found myself wanting something more from Rohan now.

One day I had a night stay with palak after so long we were having a night stay and palak is a very bold girl like really bold I love her confidence. That night we were having a discussion on our bfs and she told me so many things that they do together like all those physical things and she told me that guys do have more physical needs like every one does but in your case Rohan is also a college student meeting so many girls out there are you sure he is loyal to you and not doing all those stuff with other girls, I said yes Rohan is very loyal too me but now I think about those stuff, I said but Rohan never touched me like that we hold hands and even take nap on the same bed he kisses me on my cheek but that's it. Fuck he never kissed you on your lips she said that while touching on my lips with her fingers gently I was all in my thinking zone, does I don't appeal to Rohan in a way a women should appeal to a man and asked this thing to palak??

She said maybe have you ever tried showing your clevage to him she took her finger from my chin and slide down slowly to my clevage I felt something strange fuck what are you doing. She said just making sure your boobs can be appealing to others or not are they very small.

I was in shock and in teasing note palak came on top of me I was wearing a white shirt she unbuttoned above two buttons my cleavage was showing she kept her index finger in between my boobs I was in shock what is she doing and in no time her fingers were inside my bra suddenly she touched my right nipple and I made some unusual  sound. These things happened so suddenly that I didn't have time to think about it and suddenly she started laughing hahaha look at your face dammit Silly girl, don't tell me you got aroused just by my touch over there. I didn't have any words to say but I said it's not funny palak in anger.

I had no idea of those things like seriously this was my first time listening to such bold things Since I and palak was very close and I usually don't feel shy with her and already had such talk like what guys and girls do together but this time when she was actually mentioning Rohan with each sentence it made me feel something down there in between my legs like I never felt something like that before and here is palak for teasing me with all those sexy sentences.

Rohan and I would meet at his friend's place, where we cooked together, watched movies, and enjoyed our time out on dates. I was genuinely happy with him.

One day, while Rohan and I were cooking, I accidentally burnt my finger a bit. To my surprise, he gently took my finger into his mouth to soothe it that moment I froze, unable to speak. My body felt a rush of warmth  as his lips brushed against my skin. It was as if time stood still.

Our eyes locked as we stood there, my heart pounding in my chest. It felt like the world had faded away, leaving just the two of us in this intimate moment. The space between us seemed to shrink, and I could feel the heart beat as my hand was on his chest. I wanted to close the distance, to feel his lips on mine, I could sense the longing in his gaze, now his lips were just 2 inches away from mine and

He said no Sona you are 17 I love you but we can't do any such things at this time but Rohan we are only 3 years apart and he said still you are not 18 I love you but we should not cross our limits.

And at that moment, I don’t know why I got angry. I knew he was right, being responsible and respectful, but I wanted something more. My frustration bubbled over, and I ended up taking it out on him. Maybe everything I had heard from Palak about wanting more in a relationship fueled my outburst.

I could see the shock in Rohan’s eyes, as if he couldn’t believe this was the same girl he had fallen for. I was being desperate for being physical with him I wanted him to touch me, kiss me and even fuck me but he was not reciprocating giving nonsense reason like age I will be 18 in few months and it's not like I'm a kid or something but I didn't said these things too him and I said that I should leave now, take care and I left.

A few days later, everything returned to normal between us. Rohan and I had a heart-to-heart talk about that day, where I expressed my feelings and frustrations. He listened patiently, understanding that my outburst came from a place of wanting more closeness. He understood and said do you know how much uhmm.. Rohan confessed that day, saying, "Sona, you have no idea how much I am controlling myself. I almost lost my control when I took your finger in my mouth. So many thoughts were running through my mind." His words surprised me.

It made me realize that the feelings between us were even deeper than I had imagined. He had been holding back, respecting our boundaries, but the intensity was mutual.

This is not the right time Sona.

I came near to his ear and said have you felt any erection down there when you were so close to me on that day, will you fuck me when I will be 18 in a very seducing tone. Rohan—standing up in shock and walking away—made me laugh so hard because now I know just how much he had been holding back.

Everything was going perfectly between Rohan and me. We were celebrating our two-year anniversary with our friends, and it felt like such a special moment. But during the party, I noticed a new girl, around 5'6", with fair skin and long, beautiful hair—so stunning that anyone would be drawn to her, She was so beautiful that no one can say no to her for sure. I was about to ask Rohan who she was when she suddenly appeared just as he was about to give me the first bite of cake. Instead, she took it and fed him! Rohan smiled and said, "Wait, bacha!" Bacha?? Who is she? I’ve never seen her before, and why is he calling her that?

Then, out of nowhere, Palak came, trying to distract me from the situation by clicking pictures, but my focus was locked on one word: bacha! Rohan called out, "Hey Sona, eat, come on," but seeing him standing next to that girl fueled my anger. I was ready to explode when Palak grabbed my hand and said, "Sona, meet Priya. She's my friend from Delhi." Priya then chimed in, "Not just your friend, Palak—I'm Rohan's BFF," saying it in a way that made it seem like

she had complete control over him.

I looked at Palak and, clenching my teeth, said, "So, all your friends are from Delhi only, huh? We’ll talk about this later. Just make sure you stay away from me, okay? Giving side eye to that new girl and leaving", Rohan was so caught up with everyone that he didn’t even notice I’d been gone for 20 minutes. When he finally realized, he called, and I told him I wasn’t feeling well, so I headed home.

He sounded worried, but I reassured him, "No need to worry, I'm just going to take a nap," and ended the call.