Y/n Lestrange

3- MISTAKES

I roll over and feel a throbbing pain in my head, a headache. I slowly get up and see Pansy still passed out asleep with Draco in her arms, also still asleep. I tiptoe past them to the bathroom and as I look at myself in the mirror, I slowly start to remember last nights events. "Oh no, what the fuck did I do." I mutter to myself. I sit down on the toilet with my hands on my head. "I'm in so much trouble."

***

I decided to go for a walk outside and clear my head. There's a few other kids out enjoying the sun. I make my way down to the lake and sit down looking out across. I remember the way he kissed me and the way he softly touched me. So many things run through my head, regret or intrigued?

"Hey Y/n, funny seeing you here." I know that voice, I look over and see Enzo coming over to me, with Matteo behind him. "Hey guys, how are you after last night?" I giggle as Enzo sits down next to me with a big grin on his face. Matteo sits down next to him with an annoyed look on his face. "Come on, she doesn't wanna hear your hookup story's." Matteo speaks. "Why not?, come on tell me, I need to know now." I gently shove him and he tells me how him and Luna Lovegood hooked up! "No way, wow I didn't expect that from her." Matteo lights a cigarette as Enzo tells me more about Luna. "Y/n do you want a smoke?" Enzo hands me the cigarette, I take it from him, "Thanks." I catch Matteo watching me and we make short eye contact before he gets up and leaves us.

***

"Pansy, I feel like last night was a mistake, like the thing with Theo and I was so drunk, like it didn't mean anything to me. And I feel awful because what if he likes me and thought it meant something and like I gave him hope?" I blurt out to her, Pansy and Draco finally woke up about an hour ago and now is my time to tell her how I feel. "Y/n you don't know Theo, he's not the guy really looking to be in an relationship, he's probably not looking into that far." She pats my leg and smiles, "You're looking to far into this, promise me." "Ok are you sure though?, I'm still gonna speak to him though in case" "I'm sure, unless he thinks your his soulmate and you're gonna get married and have kids, which I doubt would happen, hah." I pull her into a hug, "Thank you, it's so good to have someone to chat to." I give her a smile and she returns one.

***

I go up to Theo room door and knock, hoping he'll be there. The door opens to reveal him standing there with a smile on his face and a smoke in his hand. "Ah , Y/n." I make my way in and look around at his room, surprisingly it's not to messy only a few books and clothes on the floor. "Theo last night I was really drunk, I don't know what I was thinking." He hands me the cigarette and I take it from him. "Y/n I was so wasted to, don't worry it dosnt mean anything to me too." He says, with a pretty blank expression. "Ok good because I was worried it may of meant something to you." I inhale and blow the smoke, he sits down next to me and I give him the smoke, he inhales. "If you ever need to get something of your mind you know where to find me." He smirks at me and laughs. "Merlin Theo." I laugh with him.

***

It's nighttime, classes tomorrow. Draco is over again chatting with Pansy, this is like a nightly thing him coming over. "Ok goodnight." Pansy kisses him and the cheek and he returns one on the mouth. "Night girls." He walks out the room and I lay down in my bed. "Your smiling so hard right now!" I laugh as Pansy blushes and still smiles. "Ugh, I'm so jealous of you two!"

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