Y/n Lestrange

12- BAD OR GOOD NEWS

We told Voldermort and the death eaters the spell and how it actually worked. Everyone was excited as the plan was starting to come together.

My mother was so proud of me. She won't stop telling me she's so proud.

It's been now 2 weeks since we found the spell and 2 weeks into my and Matteos relationship. We fell into it pretty quickly, it feels like we have been together for months. No one knows but Pansy, I had to tell her even though Matteo and i pinky promised, he told me I could tell her.

I sit on the lounge in the common rooms alone thinking to myself. It's been a while now and Voldermorts plan doesn't seem to be going anywhere. I silently pray that it won't work and he'll just give up and let us go.

I've been starting to worry lately that my time has come to be chosen as a death eater, since I'm not one yet, just been attending the meetings.

I found out why Draco was there the other week, he now attends each week like Matteo and I. Draco is now a death eater, he has to help kill. I wonder to myself if that's why he was so down and cheated on Pansy?

"Y/n, what are you doing?" Enzo sits down on the other couch opposite me. "Just enjoying some alone time." Classes are finished for the day and it's nearly time for dinner in the great hall. "Mind if I stay?" I nod my head and continue to watch the fire.

"How's you and Luna?" I ask him. He smiles and says, "Good we're doing so good." I smile. "You got eyes on someone?" He asks and right as he says it Matteo enters the room. "Matteo come to join us?" Enzo moves over to let him sit. "No I was just looking for someone." He quickly looks at me to let me know he needs me and walks off to his room. "That's strange wonder who he needs?" Enzo gets up, "Dinner should be ready coming?" Enzo offers a hand but I don't take it. "I'm gonna stay here for a little bit." He smiles and leaves the room.

***

I go to Matteos room and walk in the door unlocked. "What is it?" I ask him, he sits on his bed smoking. I join him. "Bad news for the group but good news for us. Voldermort isn't capable yet to leave and fight. He won't be ready for a while." "I thought he was fine though?" I grab the smoke and inhale. "Me too but apparently not, he's gotten weak." "How did you find this out?" I ask him watching him as he smokes. "I went just before to see him and your mother told me. She's devastated, she was in tears." I scoff, "of course she is the man she loves in suffering." I move myself closer to him and rest my head on his shoulder.

"You haven't told me much about your mother." Matteo says. "And you haven't told me much about your father." I grin at him cheekily. "There's not much to say except he was awful to live with, always expected more from me, if I did something wrong or not good enough he would punish me or hurt me." I hold his hand, "I'm sorry Matty."

"Well me and my mother were so close when we were younger but when Voldermort was coming back and he needed help, she run of to him. I was alone most of the time at home having to defend for myself, we moved around a lot to, always on the go. She was obsessed with him, her whole life now revolved around him instead of me. I hated him and what he did to my mother and I hated her for choosing him over me." He kisses the top of my hand. "I'm sorry you had to go through that."

"I mean I believe she still loves me but not like she used to. If she had to choose between me or him she would always choose him." I sadly say. "That's fucked you should always choose your family." Matteo looks at me sadly and kissing my cheek.

We cuddle for a while in his bed. Chatting and laughing together. Sometime I must of fallen asleep, because I wake up in his arms. I kiss his cheek and go back to sleep.

***

The next few days I feel like a shoulder has been lifted off my shoulder. Now with the news that Voldermort is weak and loosing strength and my not be able to come fight, gives me hope that it's over.

I sit in potions with Matteo. The professor has been talking for so long now I nearly fall asleep from boredom. "This class is so boring." I whisper into Matteos ear. "I've got something fun we can do." He grins at me and I know what he means. Of course we have slept together, I've lost count now. "And what's that?" I play along also grinning.

He takes my hand and we sneak out while the professor isn't looking. A few kids watch us leave. He pulls me into a cupboard, the same cupboard we hid in a few weeks ago. "Seriously in a cupboard?" I say and He pins me up against the wall. He kisses me on the mouth our tounges colliding. I moan.

I pull down my pants and he does the same. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist, my back still against the wall. He pulls out his hard throbbing dick. I spit in my hand and jerk him off before he pushes in. "Ugh." It hurts at first because he's so big but I get used to it as he pushing in and out faster.

We both moan. I grab his hair and he kisses my neck, leaving hickeys. We both cum. I kiss him and he kisses me back. "Fuck your so hot." He grabs my boobs as he kisses me again.

***

I sit in class with just Draco. Pansy nearly always skips if she's in a class with Draco. They both talked about it but she's still so mad with him and I don't blame her I am too. But I've given him some slack and I know what he's going through and he knows what I'm going through.

"Did you hear about you know who?" I whisper to Draco. He looks up from his book and nods his head and then goes back to reading. "I'm sorry I called you a blonde ferret." I whisper again to him. "Well not really you still are but I'm sorry." He looks up again from his book, "Na I deserved it." He gives up on reading and closes his book. "I regret what I did every day." He admits to me, he looks sad.

"Have you told her this?" I ask him and he shakes his head. "I've tried but she won't talk to me which I understand." "How many times did you cheat?" Pansy never told me or maybe she didn't ask him. "Twice with Astoria." He drops his head and looks at the desk.

I look around the room and catch Harry's eye. He quickly looks away but I continue to stare at the back of his head. What does he know?

"I was going through shit, as you know, and other shit with my family. I wasn't in the right head space. Still doesn't give me the right to do it though." Draco continues. I nod my head, "I understand what your going through and no it still doesn't give you a right, maybe just tell the truth to her?"

"You haven't even told her the truth." Draco looks at me. "No I haven't but it might be best if she knows why you did it and why your so down." He shakes his head, "no I'm not telling her." The bell rings and I get up and get my books. I watch him storm out of the room.

As I make my way out of the door, squishing past all the kids I actually bump into Harry. "Sorry." I say and move past him and his friends and walk off.