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Misery and Her Company [Nana Osaki]

Nana Osaki x Reader [Gender Neutral]

Note: You break up with yandere Nana, but she doesn't want to lose you.

C|TW: yandere

♠︎ Nana's tired. She's tired of losing friends, tired of being an afterthought, of feeling worthless. What was the point of you holding her in your arms, promising to stay by her side if you were going to leave like everyone else? She didn't ask you to make that promise, you did it before she even told you about her past.

That little display didn't mean anything in the end because you went and ended the relationship with a phone call. You claimed to love her too much to leave her but you couldn't be bothered to come talk to her in person. Instead you ended her life with a call.

♠︎ What is she supposed to do? Cause she's not living, not without you. Nana couldn't find the will to perform, let alone drive to the studio when you've left her. She could hardly eat without breaking down since she's so used to having them with you. Eating off your plate and complaining about the sauce you added, as if it were hers.

All Nana can do is wait for you to come home. It's all she wants to do at some point. The only reason she starts to go back to the music is because Yasu and Nobu keep worrying about her. After watching her become an inconsolable mess at the mention of your absence, they've been encouraging her to find happiness in singing.

There's only so much she can do before she gets tired of waiting and decides to take matters into her own hands. You know her better than most, surely you knew that she'd never come to terms with this.

♠︎ She doesn't carry an ounce of shame. She's desperate and has nothing to lose, which means she'll do anything to get you back. It's not hard to find you, even if you try to be subtle around the city. She's quick to corner you in public demanding that you come home. No longer asking because you've already shown her that being nice about it would get her nowhere.

She doesn't know if it's the trauma of being abandoned or the hurt from your betrayal that made her reckless, not once stopping to think about her image. The paparazzi could ruin her for good if they saw how desperate she became in her heartache. Yet Nana couldn't give a damn about that or what anyone would think in those moments.

The immense pain compelled her to do whatever it took to make you come home.

♠︎ She'll find your apartment and bang on your door late at night, begging you to let her in. She'll stand there knocking for hours if she has to. The neighbors could care less about your weak attempts to tell her off. They file complaints about the disturbance, fed up with you and the drama you bring. You'll probably get evicted and have no choice but to come back. It's not like you're living it up with money to blow on a fancy house far away from her.

Your coworkers are going to become familiar with Nana because she shows up anytime you're clocked in, asking to see you. Purposely wearing her short skirts and garters this time around because the more "indecent", the better. Your boss isn't too happy that you seem to need a cheerleader in order to come to work. Your attempts to send her out and the awkward conversations that end with "this isn't the place for that" don't make it any better.

Sooner or later you'll be unemployed if you don't tell her what she wants to hear.

♠︎ Nana is relentless in her pursuit, she doesn't go more than two days without popping up around you. You tried hiding in hotels, but she met you in the elevator. You leave the city for a week, she was waiting at your door when you came back. There aren't many ways for you to avoid her, and you don't have the option to just pack up and leave the city or country.

You're struggling to maintain the little things you have to sustain yourself. It's bad enough that she's threatening your job and house security. You're blowing money just to keep her at arms length. Going to the cops was nothing but a waste of time, they didn't see it as a serious problem. It was just a woman and her emotions.

The media worsened the situation by spinning it as a lover's quarrel. For once, they had a legit reason to shame an artist to the point of ending their career but did the exact opposite! Her fan base couldn't get enough of her fucked up behavior. They began to romanticize all her actions despite your clear discomfort. Nana's habit of stalking you was now a sign of longing, or desire. It was a testament of her love for you.

♠︎ The public won't understand how bad is is until Nana does something drastic in their eyes. Given that she's tired, and the chase has worn her down it won't be long until she does. At this point there's only one way for her to be happy after you've denied her time and time again. While she loves her friends and the feeling of signing in front of thousands of fans, she'd rather die than live without you. But even in death Nana doesn't want to be alone.