FELIX
The room was quiet, bathed in the soft glow of the afternoon, filtering through the thin curtains. As I laid back on the bed, my heart was racing for reasons I couldn't quite articulate. My breath was shallow, nerves swirling in my chest.
Hyunjin got up from where he had been lying above me. I could feel his presence, his warmth against my skin. Hyunjin reached out, his fingers brushing lightly against my arm, and the world seemed to tilt. I felt my breath hitch, my skin suddenly hyper aware of the contact, as if the simple touch had unlocked something within me.
It was the first time I'd been intimate with someone, the first time I let myself get close enough to someone to do so. It carried a weight that made my heart palpitate.
Hyunjin's hand lingered, tracing a path down my forearm, the touch slow and deliberate. My eyes fluttered shut, overwhelmed by the softness of it all. Every nerve in my body seemed to come alive, electricity dancing just beneath my skin.
He slowly began to remove his shirt, then mine. My pulse quickened, my heart beating so loudly I could hear it in my ears, but I didn’t shy away. I couldn’t. There was something in the way Hyunjin moved, gentle, yet full of intention. That kept me grounded, tethered to this moment.
He then reached for my underwear under my skirt, which I still had on since the mission. He hesitated and looked me over to make sure he could proceed. I gave him a nod and a small smile to assure him this was okay.
"Would you like to keep the skirt on?" He asked softly.
"Would you like me to keep it on?"
"It is very pretty, but it's all down to how you're feeling darling," He said, looking deep into my eyes.
"I think I'll keep it on until I'm more confident" I laughed nervously.
"That's fine by me, sweetheart."
Hyunjin’s hand found mine and interlocked our fingers, I felt my heart swell in a way that almost frightened me. He then came back down to lay on top of me once more. Nestled between my legs.
My skin tingled where our bodies touched, warmth spreading like a slow burn through my chest. I closed my eyes at all the different sensations. Once I opened them, Hyunjin was watching me, his gaze soft but intense, as if he was searching for something in my expression.
Without a word, he lifted our joined hands, pressing a kiss to the inside of my wrist. The sensation was light but sent a shiver down my spine, the intimacy of the moment settling deep in my bones. I swallowed hard, my voice trapped somewhere in my throat, and all he could do was watch as Hyunjin leaned closer, his breath ghosting against my skin.
The space between us disappeared, and I felt a quiet kind of closeness that made my chest ache in the best way.
Hyunjin's hand moved to cup the side of my face, his thumb tracing across my lower lip. I leaned into the touch, instinctively, drawn to the warmth and the comfort it brought.
"Would you like me to help you now?" He asked.
"Yes, please" though I still wasn't entirely sure what that entailed.
"Okay darling, if you want this to stop at any point, just say the word"
I gave him a nod.
He leant forward and kissed me once more. This time, I felt his fingers trailing along the inside of my thigh. It wasn't until he reached beneath my skirt and wrapped his hand around me that I fully understood what was happening.
It was slow, unhurried, like he had all the time in the world. My heart raced, but my body relaxed into the moment. It felt like nothing I'd ever felt before. The way his long fingers wrapped around my length was driving me insane.
I was releasing soft whimpers and moans every time he pumped me slowly into his hand.
I didn’t know what to say, how to explain the way my heart felt too full, or how Hyunjin’s touch made me feel like I was floating, grounded only by the warmth of his skin.
Hyunjin’s thumb brushed across my slit and my breath caught in my throat.
"Hyunjin.. please" though I didn't know what I was saying please to.
"I know, darling, you're doing so well for me"
I felt like my brain was short circuiting as Hyunjin left feather-light kisses along my chest.
"Please.. it feels so good.."
"Let it go, darling, don't hold it back"
His words seemed to tip me over the edge as I threw my head back with a low moan and released the tension that had been building for the past few days.
I felt soft kisses all over my face, pulling me back to reality. I looked into Hyunjin’s eyes, I saw nothing but adoration.
"You did so well sweetheart, look at the mess you made" He said as he pulled his hand from beneath my skirt. I saw my release on his hand and internally blushed, covering my face with my hands.
"Hey, don't be embarrassed.. I love it" He said, pulling my hands away from my face. "See? Delicious" He said, smirking as I watched him lick his hand clean.
Oh god, what have I got myself into.
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