chapter 11

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by mehItsDEATH

by mehItsDEATH

Chapter 11

(Part of this chapter was written in march and the other part was written in october, i have since read way to many heart throbby fan fics, let me be edgy)

"Gee, I'm really tired." I yawned leaning the seat back a little. "Get some sleep then, Sugar. I'll wake you up when we get there. There's a blanket right behind my chair if you want that." I reached behind his chair grabbing a soft teal blanket and engulfing myself with it. "Sleep well, I'll get you home safe." I slowly drifted into sleep as he drove back to the house.

I felt myself get lifted out of the car. "I can walk you know." I yawned looking up at who was carrying me. It was obviously Gee. "It's okay, just go back to sleep." I nodded my head as he did. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I've got you, Sugar." he whispered as he carried me up to his house. He smells good. A soft musky book smell and the sweet scent of coffee collide perfectly with the slight smell of alcohol on his breath. He carried me up to his bed where he set me softly under the sleek black comforter. "I'll be back love. Get some sleep." With that, gerard left the room leaving me to fall asleep.

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(Im timeskipping this shit since i have no fucking clue where i was going with this, its been like 8 months

A few months later

(Y/N) was sitting in her room at her desk scribbling on some papers when a soft knock against her door was heard. "(Y/N)?" It was tyler. "Im busy man, can you not?" she huffed slamming her pen down onto the desk. The door creaked open revealing Tyler and Jenna. "(Y/N) listen." Tyler said softly as he walked up behind me. "You havent left the house hardly in weeks, whats going on with you, youre normally with gerard." He stated as he spun the chair around slowly so she would face him. "Tyler, its just a rough point, Im fine." She deadpanned looking up at him through her eyebrows. "(Y/N) ive seen you at your worst and at your best, I'm litterally your best friend. Talk to me." He stated kneeling down infront of her chair. At this point Jenna was standing in the doorway. "Tyler if she doesn't want to talk you shouldn't make her." She said softly as she left (y/n) and Tyler in the room alone. "Gerard has been texting me nonstop asking if you're okay, and he knows full well me and him arent the best of friends." (y/n) stayed quiet, looking down at Tyler. "I don't know what's wrong. I love Gerard but I've been failing my classes and currently you are stopping me from playing catch up." She mumbled. "Please just take a break and go see him." He muttered before leaving (Y/N) alone with her thoughts. "Fuck." she mumbled tossing her pen across the room. Her shoulders drooped as she reached for her phone. She glanced longingly at the lock screen. A photo of her and Gerard adorning the screen. (Y/N) quickly unlocked her phone scrolling to gerards contact and calling him. "Hello?" He picked up on the first ring. "Hey, sugar. It's been a minute." He said softly through the phone. "Can I come over?" She asked quietly as she ran her fingers through her hair. "You already know the answer to that" She could practically hear him smiling through the phone. "Perfect, I'll be there in five, Love you" She said quickly as she hung up the phone.

(Y/N) stood up from her chair giving herself a once over in the mirror. Smudged eyeliner and messy mascara colliding with her features in a not-so-pretty way. Her green eyes were almost red with how bloodshot they were. A quick wipe removed most of the eyeliner before she changed from her pyjamas which had been rotting in all day before she grabbed her car keys and headed for the door.

As (Y/N) arrived at Gerard's house, He practically tripped running out the door as she pulled into the driveway. (Y/N) quickly turned off the car before meeting gerard with a tight hug. "Im sorry I havent been over in a few weeks." She mumbled into his chest as he lifted her off the ground spinning with her. "I dont care, Sugar. Youre here now." He smiled into her hair planting a soft kiss to her hair. He sat her back down taking a small step back looking down at (Y/N)'s small frame. Her jacket hung loosely over her shoulders, her shoes left untied. He didnt care. He loved her. "How about we go in and watch a movie, I can order us something to eat." He said as he took her by the hand, pulling her into his house. (Y/N) trailed along behind him before taking a seat on the couch with gerard beside her. "I missed you, Gee." she mumbled as she rested her head onto gerards shoulder. "I missed you too, (Y/N)" He said softly as he placed a soft kiss to her head. "So, do you want to tell me why you've been dead for so long?" He asked sitting up straight carefully grasping (Y/N)'s chin to face him. "Ive been failing my classes, Gerard."She breathed. "I cannot risk losing my scholarship" she took one of Gerards hands into hers, lightly squeezing it. "You know, you can always ask me for help sugar" he chuckled softly pressing a gentle kiss to her knuckles. "Yeah but youve got that whole band thing going on, I didnt want to bother you" She mumbled, leaning into gerard. His arms snaking around her as he laid back against the arm of the couch. "I always have time for you, (Y/N). you know that." a soft hum came from (Y/N)'s lips as she rested her head onto gerards chest, snaking her arms around his waist. "I know, Gee. Im sorry." She mumbled against the fabric. Gerards hands instinctively ran to her back, tracing mindless patterns against the soft fabric of her shirt. "I love you" He cooed, pressing a soft kiss into her hair.

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I will have more of the gang in scenes, I've gotten a lot better at writing more people into stories I just. I needed a break from the overloaded lovey dovey shit. I'm a sucker for a good angsty fic but I don't want to ruin the already established relationship that I've created between mc and Gerard. Also the deepest apologies if you see "Alyx" anywhere in the story, I'm revising this on my phone so I don't have my ctrl+h to just find the words for me to change so I had to do it the old fashioned way. MIKEY FRANK AND RAY WILL BE SEEN MORE along with Tyler. I want to have some sort of ordeal with Awsten cause I love me some drama.

I am so sorry I've been dead for the past 8 months. I'm gonna try and get more chapters out. til then ill see you later <3