Fixing You; Fixing Me

Chapter 10: Trust it's about Trust!

RATED NC18 (this is sort of an American rating for movies and television, the real rating says NC17 meaning not for children under 17 years old, I modified it to 18 for obvious reasons) I know some of my readers are under 18.... I am asking you to please skip when you see the warning that smut will be starting. I don't have a ton of smut in this book but I did do a few chapters.....read at your own risk. It can get very detailed!! Please Please do not read if sexual themes are a trigger for you. I promise that by skipping these scenes you will not miss out on important storylines. This is more for my lovely adult readers and fellow smut lovers..... I love you all so above all things safety and selfcare first!!!

Trust it's about Trust!

Does anyone like SMUT!!!! Well you got it in this chapter ..... enjoy😉

Thomas was anxiously waiting for Zach to get home. He had made dinner for him and the kids. Glen had joined them for dinner but had to return to work for a night shift.

Zach walked in at about 9 o'clock. "Hey Thomas, how was your day? '' he asked, seeing his brother sitting there with no TV on.

"Where are the kids? Where is Glen?" He asked, hearing the house so quiet.

"The boys are taking their showers before bed and Claire is cleaning her room finally Glen had to go back to work for a night shift he told Claire if her room wasn't clean when he got in tomorrow morning she would be going to school with a belted backside"

Zach chuckled "that girl just loves to take it to the limit doesn't she" Zach headed for the kitchen and Thomas followed showing him the plate of food in the refrigerator he had made for him.

Thomas sat down to stay with Zach while he ate. Z was getting the feeling something was up.

"What's up little bro? You look like you got something on your mind" Zach observed which made it easier for Thomas to talk.

"I don't really know how to ask this? Um.... how do you figure out who does what in a relationship?" Thomas sputtered out.

Zach looked at Thomas very confused for a minute then the light bulb went off in his head, he threw his head back and laughed.

"You mean who's bottom or top?" Zach was falling into a fit of laughter.

Thomas turned red and looked down in embarrassment "never mind" he said starting to get up.

"No no I'm sorry I laughed it wasn't the question it was the way you asked it. Sit down and talk to me about what's going on" Zach seemed sincere as he quit laughing, so Thomas decided to try again.

"I really like Derek and we made out a couple times but never... went any further." Zach nodded as he ate dinner listening to Thomas

"Well Thomas, your relationship is still pretty new so I don't think you should go too fast" Thomas looked dejected.

"Well I'm not a virgin, I've had sex with girls, it's just I've only done a few things with guys not...." Thomas admitted, Zach smiled but held his laugh in.

"So you've never had sex with a guy just messed around?" Zach finished his sentence for him.

"Ya I mean how do you decide who is top or bottom?" Thomas was able to ask this time.

"Well most of the time you know what you prefer but there is experimenting to see where things fall. I mean it's not black n white. It's more about trusting your partner. I mean you have to have that conversation with them so there's no misunderstanding," Zach stressed the importance of communication.