A heart that's broken

Together we stand

Jungkooks phone rang....
"Hello?"
"Jungkook it's Jimin's father......look he told us about you so I'm hoping you have some of the feelings he has......he put us In a taxi and said he was going home......I'm worried though.......he's very.........fragile right now....can you go to him?"
"Of course I'll go now....oh damn he changed his keypad ,what if he doesn't let me in?"
"Your birthday and year........see he never strays far from you ....please hurry ,"
Jungkook picked his car keys up running out of his house.
He'd gone there after talking aside to his parents about who he truly was,his mother was more shocked than his father who just said," your still our son whatever path you take,"
The meal had ended soon after,his mother had made noises about needing to talk to him but he'd told them he needed space and travelled back to his place.
Now going as fast as allowed on the roads he parked up at Jimins striding up to his apartment.
Hesitantly he knocked but there was no sound then he put in the code opening the door.
Stepping inside he heard music,it was a sad love song . Going further into the apartment he gasped when he saw broken glass and bloody footprints.
"Jimin?"
He followed the footsteps finding Jimin sprawled on the hall floor a half empty bottle of whisky nearby and his feet bleeding.
He bent down," Jimin come on wake up!"
Jimins eyes opened and he stared at the other as if in a daze.
"It's Kookie........why are you haunting me?"
"Jimin your drunk...."
"Ssssh! I'm not drunk I lost my glass.....don't tell Kookie but alcohol numbs the pain...see? I was bleeding now I can't feel it....im gonna drink so much then when Kookie gets a girl I won't feel anything right....so disappear your just my imagination."
Jimin saw the bottle grabbing it but Jungkook took it off him.
"Hey! You're not here so how can you take my drink....!" Jimin reached out but fell forward and started laughing.
"Your pathetic Jimin your mind is conjuring up hallucinations....Kookie isn't yours....hes gonna settle down and make his mum proud ...not with a freak like you......"
"Jimin I'm gonna pick you up and take you in the bathroom your feet are cut I need to get any glass out"
Jungkook swung Jimin up and this action alone brought Jimin to his senses.
"You're real...!"
"Sure am..."
"But....look go home ...I'm fine I just had a little drink ,"
"You've bled all over the apartment I need to get the glass out then you can shower you stink of booze...then we will talk" Jungkook said in a no nonsense voice.
Jimin found himself seated on the bathroom unit next to the sink.
Jungkook searched in a cabinet and found tweezers and dampened a cloth. He gently raised one of Jimin's feet cleaning the blood off and removing tiny slithers of glass.
Jimin flinched but didn't make a sound.
"Ok now get in the shower..."
He helped Jimin stand  then waited.
"Turn around I'm not going to undress with you looking at me!"
"Jimin I've seen it all..."
"I don't care...."
"Ok I'll go clean up the mess you shower then wait for me you might need some dressings on those cuts.."
He walked out and Jimin pulled his clothes off carefully walking into the shower stall and putting it on.
As the water poured over him he sobered up quickly,his situation slamming into him.What must Jungkook think,would he tell him how pathetic his behaviour was,had he come to properly break up...his family had been vocal in what they wanted for their son and it didn't include a gay boyfriend who couldn't give them grandchildren ,they liked him he knew that but as Jungkooks friend not his lover.
He cleaned up then turning the shower off stepped out wincing at his sore feet he rubbed a towel over his hair the finger combed it.
He reached into the bathroom cabinet after wrapping a towel around himself.
Opening the Medecine box he found antiseptic cream and plasters.
"I told you to wait..."
Jimin jumped at the sound of the other.
He was suddenly swung up and carried into the bedroom and placed on the bed.
"Sit still,"
Junkook disappeared then came back with the cream and plasters.
"Hmm only one is trying to bleed the rest I'll put cream on the rest."
His hands were gentle and he soon finished,going in the bathroom to wash his hands.
Coming out he stared at Jimin.
"So care to tell me what is going on in that brain of yours?"
"It's simple isn't it? You love  your family and you heard what they want,so I removed myself from the equation."
"Just like that?"
Jungkooks tone had Jimin looking up warily.
"I-it's for the best..."
"Best for who? You who seem to give up on us so easily? Me who doesn't care for what they want?
""Kookie I'm sorry it seems like that...I just....i really can't be the one who is the obstacle in your family life....I know you adore your parents just as I do mine,the difference being my family know I'm gay...yours don't he'll even you didn't think so and who knows you could find a girl who makes you feel good and ....us...well you can pass it off as a little infatuation...."
Jimin was suddenly pushed flat on his back Jungkook hovering over him.
"Little infatuation! Are you mad? I damn well love you !"
His head came down and he claimed Jimins mouth in a punishing kiss that went on and on until Jimin had to hit his back gasping for breath.
He stared up at Jungkook seeing both annoyance and desire in his eyes.
"Y-you love me...? But you never said a word....i-I thought you agreed with your parents...."
"Hell no,I thought we were both playing along to mums rhetoric ,I didn't even consider you would even think that's what I wanted!"
"I.....I thought you were embaressed to admit your gay,"
"Only for you and no,I told my parents as soon as you left "
"Do they think it's my fault..."
"No you know they love you,dad said it's my life and mum .....well she will get used to it....gay people can adopt you know...!"
Jimin looked down then mumbled," you have to be sure Kookie.....maybe take time to think it over...I won't pressure you...."
"What and let you turn into a clumsy drunk?Jimin we are in this together I want this...us...more than anything and I'm not letting you go,your my whole world and my future is with you..."
He looked down on the other sighing in relief as he saw the uncertainty disappear and a smile take its place.
"Jeon Jungkook I love you too..."
Lips met lips in demanding kisses,hands caressed skin,the towel and clothes disappeared and Jimin was above his lover lowering himself down on the others needy member.
Moans filled the room and skin slapped against skin.
"Ah Kookie..." Jimin moaned out his body tightening around the other.
"Come on baby cum with me," Jungkook groaned as Gripping Jimin's hips he rammed upwards.
With a dual moan they both released panting hard . With Jimins release over his stomach he reached for tissues wiping it off.
Jimin flopped forward Jungkook still inside his clenching heat. Jungkooks arms immediately closed around him.
"You ok baby?"
"I am now.....I thought I'd lost my reason to live,I thought I'd never get my happily ever after...but now....."
"From this day forth for evermore," Jungkook said quietly as they both cuddled until eventually they drifted off still enclosed in each others arms.
EPILOGUE
"But mum don't spoil him!"
"Jimin when he's with his grandparents we are allowed to," Jungkooks mother said before turning to the three year old," come on cutie your staying at Grandmas tonight...."
Little Jie  won waved at his parents as his grandma held his hand and his little rucksack.
"Do you think he will be ok?" Jimin asked worriedly
"Jimin he's stayed before he will be fine"
Jimin stared at his husband of four years,still as much in love with him as before despite their busy schedule,adoption of their son and the hectic life they led.
"Do you think I'm a good parent,Jie won looks so happy to go....."
"Baby you're the best...I'm the one who asked mum to take him...."
"But why?"
Jungkook hugged his husband to him,
"Because we have been busy with work and little Jie and I miss something..."
"You do? What is it did I forget something?"
"I miss your loud screams when I'm fucking you senseless,when you beg me to go harder and deeper......when little Jie is here although we make live you hold back but I love it when you scream my name.."
Jimin blushed,
"That's only because he heard me cry out once and asked if I 'hurted!'"
"I know but I love it when your enthusiasm overcomes you it's such a turn on...."
Jimin sighed," well with Jie here there's only one thing for it...."
"I know...but today at least we can be loud and proud..."
"Yer and tomorrow I find someone to soundproof the room..." Jimin giggled suddenly running off towards their bedroom throwing clothes off as he went.
Jungkook sprinted after him," Jimin Jeon your bloody marvellous!" He yelled before careering into the other and picking him up to throw him on the bed.
"Moan for me baby..." he whispered.
"Anything for you love ....now make me scream!"

THE END