Small Sexuality Crisis

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This chapter contains smut, also trigger warning for internalized homophobia

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Vincent had been used to waking up in Rody's bed. He was used to every other morning waking up with the two cuddled against each other. But waking up naked next to Rody felt different. It actually felt nicer than waking up to his past girlfriends. Yet as he did some internal panic began to set in as he recalled what happened last night. He was now terrified to open his eyes. He hadn't refused by any means. Hell Rody even asked before it got as far as it did, yet the shock that surrounded him was the fact that he enjoyed it. 

Hell he had wanted more. Not just last night, but he wanted to do it again. It felt more satisfying to do it with Rody than any other woman. Vincent bit his lip as he really couldn't deny it anymore. He was never into women. He had always been painfully aware of that fact. Yet it wasn't natural for men to like men right? Then why did Rody enjoy it? Why did he enjoy it more than with women? 

His head was bursting with questions yet a hand tracing his back caught his attention he opened his eyes to see Rody stirring a bit. Pulling Vincent a bit closer even though they were already as close as they could be, and for the first time in a while things felt nice. Yet at the same time Vincent felt disgusted with himself. He was supposed to like women, and yet this felt much better. Much more natural, he could put it all aside. He didn't want to ruin Rody's morning. A soft kiss to his cheek snapped him out of his thoughts. 

"Good morning." Rody muttered sleepily. 

"Good morning." Vincent replied, a bit more awake. Yet he noticed the bright sun peaking through. 

"What time is it?" Vincent asked as Rody looked behind him. He shrugged, seemingly not caring for it. A bit of panic shot through Vincent. 

"Shouldn't we be getting ready for work?" Rody raised a brow. 

"Did you not hear when I said everybody take the day off yesterday?" Vincent blushed out of embarrassment as he looked away. Burying his head in the crook of Rody's neck. A giggle escaped Rody's lips. 

"Damn your mind must've really been on afterwards." Vincent rolled his eyes. Using a hand to move Rody's chin up. 

"Shut up." He grumbled, causing a laugh from Rody. Before his hand was moved, so Rody could cup his chin. Facing him up and pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. It was sweeter than any other kiss a woman gave him, and Vincent once again could not get enough. It was confusing to him, yet here he could play out any desire he wanted. Just as Rody pulled back Vincent dove back in. Moving his arms around his neck. Pressing a bit more of a passionate kiss to Rody's lips. Soon it began to get a bit more heated. As Rody flipped them over so Vincent was underneath him. Already getting hard with Rody not that far behind him. Rody parted for a moment leaning close to his ear. 

"You want some more?" Vincent's heart began to beat out his chest. He shouldn't be doing this. He shouldn't want this. He should still. 

"Hey," Vincent looked over at Rody. Gently cupping his cheek. 

"We don't have to. Besides, you seem stressed." Vincent looked into his eyes. Those gentle gray bluish eyes staring right back at him. Whenever Vincent looked at them he felt this immediate rush of calm came over him. 

"Sorry." Vincent muttered as he turned away. 

"Don't be, I understand this is a lot to process." Rody said, making sure Vincent looked at him. 

"Does it ever feel wrong? Doing this, because we're both men, and this is stuff we could be arrested for this!" 

"I know, and I don't care." Rody said as he cupped his face entirely. 

"This is not wrong, nothing about this is wrong. Everyone else thinks so, but this," Rody moved his hands to grab Vincent's. 

"This feels natural." Vincent gave a smile as he looked up at Rody. 

"And so does this." Rody pressed a kiss to Vincent's lips. A long kiss, and one he never wanted to break, and even when Rody did Vincent couldn't complain. Because he knew he would get more. 

"And if it feels natural, to me it feels right." Vincent continued to smile. This one becoming bigger. 

"So tell me, do you want more?" Rody whispered once again. Vincent thought about it once again. 

"Yes." He whispered back before Rody moved back up to him. He licked Vincent's lips asking to enter. Vincent opened his mouth and let him slip it in his mouth. Feeling his tongue lick over his teeth, and his own. All while Rody moved around. Vincent was confused until they parted for air, and a sharp force went into his ass. 

"Ah~" Vincent cried as he arched his back. Rody had shoved his whole length into his ass. Rody waited for a bit. Letting Vincent adjust. 

"Holy shit some lube would have been appreciated." Vincent exclaimed as Rody gave an embarrassed look. 

"Sorry, I got too excited." Rody said before pressing quick multiple kisses amongst his cheek down to his jaw before going down to his neck. Nibbling, and licking his neck sending shivers down Vincent's spine. All while he panted before Vincent wrapped his legs around Rody's waist. Giving him the okay to move. Rody's pace once again started slow, but quickly went faster. Causing Vincent's moans to get louder. Rody leaned closer to his ear once again. 

"Do you like that pretty boy?" Rody asked as he continued to thrust into him. 

"Yes~" Vincent panted out as Rody began to increase speed. 

"Such a good boy. Taking me so well." Rody praised and Vincent loved it. If Heaven was real this was it. 

"Fuck Rody right there!" Vincent moaned as Rody pounded into his prostate. Making him scream in pleasure. His nails dug into Rody's hands all while he was attacking his neck. At this point Vincent did not care if he left a hickey; it was all too good. Rody was good. Everything felt good as the pleasure began to build in his abdomen. 

"God I'm close~" Rody moaned into Vincent's ear. 

"Please, don't stop." Vincent whimpered. Rody moved back up to kiss him. Taking the little air he was getting, and cutting more of it off. It almost felt like he was suffocating. Oddly enough it made sex feel all the more satisfying. When he felt lightheaded, and when he could take gasps of air it felt all the better. Yet after one parting Vincent came alongside Rody. Who nearly collapsed on top of him after finishing. He still gave light thrusts to help them down from their high. Rody kissed him a few more times before parting. The two looked at each other through tired eyes. Before pressing another kiss to his lips. 

"Shall we start our day?" Rody moved his hands to his hips. 

"Or shall we stay in bed all day?" Rody teased as he squeezed them. Causing a chuckle. 

"I don't know, I feel like we should stay in bed all day." Vincent sighed before moving closer to Rody a wave of confidence had flown through him. 

"Unless you might want to join me in the shower?" Vincent panicked a bit. He thought he scared Rody off. As he pulled out and moved back. That was until he was picked up bridal style off the bed. 

"Consider that a promise." Rody said, looking at him before walking them out of the bedroom. Finally having a late start to the day.    

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