There was always something off about Jupiter.
It was hard to catch at first, but it becomes more noticeable after a bit. Well, at least it was for him. He could feel it deep within his bones. Something that has stuck with him since he was born. He may have managed to push it aside but it never left.
It was a feeling that never went away. A feeling that stuck with him for every waking moment. May it be guilt, regret, remorse. Or maybe all of the above. He's done unforgivable things. Many sins that cannot not be justified, even if he tried. Whether he did it intentionally or accidentally, he can't remember, because does it really matter at this point?
But most notably, was a sensation or feeling that was never quite satisfied, something that has always stayed the same, no matter how hard he tried.
Hunger.
A hunger that has never been satisfied. A hunger that got unbearable at times. He remembers very vividly, that overwhelming urge to eat. To satisfy that urge so he could finally breathe without the thought plaguing his mind. But, it was like an itch he couldn't scratch.
It may have gotten more bearable as he got older, but that doesn't mean it still isn't there.
He's been hungry.
He was born hungry.
What could he need?
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So uh, sorry if this was shit
And I cannot stick to one fic for too long without getting bored so I'm like going back and forth-
Also, Sunnyside is discontinued for good. I'm sorry but I will not be continuing it because I cannot stay focused on it
Alsoxits goretober so that means this month will be filled with pain. No fluff. Because I am incapable of writing fluff at this point
Also this was inspired by the song Abbey by Mitskinif you couldn't tell
Feel free to give me some Goretober promos
Bai Bai
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