Sometimes I just feel so ugly.
I'll go to school and see all of the other girls with perfectly clear skin, and perfect hair, perfect boobs, a 2 inch waist, and all of them skinny.
Not me.
I'm tall. When I was little I used to be so proud of that. Now I just feel too big.
I'm not skinny. I used to be proud of being broad- It made me feel strong. Now I just feel fat.
I'm not tiny. Most girls are smaller, and thinner, and more fragile than their boyfriends.
I'm not like that. I'm taller than him, bigger than him, fatter than him.
I hate it.
Sometimes I just hate me.
And sometimes, when I'm having a really bad day, I won't tell anyone how I'm feeling because pretty people are more important than me. Why should I even say anything? I'm not pretty, so I'm not worth it.
Sorry.
