People hit me
Without even thinking about it
A fake punch
A teasing slap on the wrist
A tug on my arm
A little push into the wall
And I laugh
I joke back
But they don't know
Every time they hit me
I get
So
Mad
I said I was done with hitting
That it was over
But then-
smack
It makes me see red
It makes me want to scream
It makes me want to push them against a wall and make them feel the same pain I used to feel
Every
Fucking
Day
It's not that I don't like them
It's not that I hate them
I hate him
Because he turned me into this
This girl filled with fear and lies and hurt
This girl so desperate for revenge it's all I think about sometimes
But it's okay
What goes around comes around
And I'm not sorry
Not for a single word
I hope you read this BR
You deserve so much more than the sting that words can bring
You deserve so much more
