I Never Thought I Needed You

Chapter 11

"Sanem, please," he said. Instead of holding back my words, I let them spill out. "Do you really like me, Can, or is this just a nice-guy act for the baby? I believed you when you said you wanted to try a relationship, but then I see you with that other woman, and she's so much prettier than I am. I'm so confused. I really like you, and I can't help but feel jealous. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones making me emotional, but I'm also just so hungry and tired. My body is changing, and it's overwhelming-"

Suddenly, I'm interrupted as Can's fingers wove into my hair and I didn't move to stop him. His lips met mine, soft and tender. It didn't matter that we were in broad daylight in the parking lot; I craved him, the taste of him. "Sanem I promise you. No other woman has captured my heart the way you have," he whispered in my ear. In response, I pulled him closer by his collar, eager to continue kissing him.

"Stop pushing me away." His lips nearly brushed mine as he says it. 

"I'm scared." 

"I get that but if you just stop running and turn to me then I can help you." He says as he keeps caressing my face. 

"I'm sorry. Are you mad?" I sigh into him wrap my arms around his waist.

"No and you're forgiven." He smirks "besides its really hot seeing you jealous." 

I poke his rib. The tension releasing. 

He pushes my hair out of my face "so we're together?" He bites his lip mesmerizing me. 

"Yes." 

"You won't regret it." He gently kisses my lips. He then pulls me towards his truck making me laugh. I get inside and turn in my seat to look at his gorgeous face. Those big brown eyes and those perfect lips. He looked at me for a minute before saying, "You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." I smiled and pulled his lips back down to mine. 

"Thank you," I murmured. 

We've been driving for a few minutes but its not in the direction of my apartment. "I'm taking you to a really good restaurant." 

"I feel like all we do is eat." I laugh.

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He opened my car door and helped me inside to an elegant seafood restaurant with a stunning ocean view. With these astronomical prices, but he urged me not to look at them. Growing up in a tight-knit community with limited means hadn't prepared me for such lavish food and ambiance. I felt out of place in my fitted black blazer and simple white dress, I wasn't ready for this level of luxury.

After glancing through the menu again, I decided to play it safe and ordered chicken and fries. However, knowing me well, Can instructed the waiter to bring me the salmon entrée instead and added a side of exquisite sautéed mushrooms. And he was right; the food was the best I had ever tasted.

A pianist played classical melodies on a grand piano, creating a magical atmosphere. At the end of the night, Can extended his hand and led me to the small dance floor, twirling me gracefully around the room. In that moment, I felt like a princess. As we danced, his warm brown eyes locked onto mine. "What?" I asked, curious about his intense gaze.

"I know this relationship might face its challenges," he replied earnestly. "But I haven't felt this rush of emotions for anyone like I have with you. Yes, I'm an actor who has had his fair share of women." 

"That's shocking." I couldn't roll my eyes hard enough. 

He smirked and rolled a piece of my hair in his delectable fingers. "No one has captivated me like you have. Please believe me when I say I feel things for you that I haven't for any woman." 

I leaned into him, whispering, "Can you make me feel alive and I lose all control when I'm with you." I then turned to kiss him softly on the lips. "Let's go home." He looked at me, a knowing smile playing on his lips, fully aware of what I meant.

One minute, we were in the restaurant and the next, we were in my apartment where he was kissing the breath out of me. His hands skimmed down my body and then hoisted my legs around his waist. I gasped, clinging to him as he effortlessly carried me down the hallway and into my bedroom. He set me on my feet at the foot of the bed and then he looked at me with so much passion heating my body. Then, with deliberate slowness, he slid the zipper down the back of my dress, and in that moment, I forgot everything. His hands moved carefully, easing the zipper down while maintaining eye contact. 

I shivered at his touch, feeling the trail of his fingers glide down my spine. When he reached my ass, he paused for a moment, a playful smirk on his face, before continuing his exploration, his fingers brushing over the lace of my panties as he brought the zipper all the way down.

"The last time we had sex I recall," he said, lowering his mouth to the spot where my shoulder met my neck, "you enjoyed this." He pressed his lips to the spot, and my entire body erupted into goose bumps. I shivered as his tongue traced that sensitive spot, sending waves of pleasure through me. 

He then unclasped my bra and tossed it on the floor. My nipples were erect with desire. I was now in front of him with only my panties. His hands went to touch my breasts but I pulled back and looked at him seductively "you are wearing too many clothes Can." 

"Will you do the honors?" 

My hands moved to the hem of his T-shirt and ran along the exposed skin just north of his jeans. He inhaled deeply at my bold move. He made me feel fearless and without thinking I started kissing my way down every inch of his six-pack abs. I unbuckled his belt and shoved his pants to his ankles. He bulged out of his boxer briefs, and I licked my lips. I removed him from his pants and boxers briefs, and dropped my mouth over the head of his dick.

I licked all around the head and then down the shaft. His hand buried itself into my hair as I took him fully in my mouth. And his gasp made it all worth it. I bobbed up and down on his dick like I was deep-throating a Popsicle. His eyes were hazy and unfocused as I worked my magic. I could feel him getting close, and he grunt- ed. "Sanem" he murmured. I sucked him off until hot liquid filled my mouth, and he was shuddering. I pulled back from his cock, braced myself, and then swallowed his cum like a champ. 

His smile was infectious. "Fuck, I have wanted you since the day I saw you in the office." he growled. He didn't even wait for my response. He pushed me down the bed, ripped my panties, opened my legs wide, and buried his face between them. I cried out, dropping my head, as I was overcome with sensation. His tongue was inside me then his thumb pressed to my clit.  

"Please, oh, please, fuck. I need you." He positioned himself at my opening. 

I cried out as he filled me to the brim. Then he pulled out and slammed back in. Over and over again. "Can, God, please. Harder." He picked me up off the bed, holding me up in his arms with his hands on my hips. I moved up and down on his dick filling us with pleasure hitting our climax. I screamed out his name while he grunted and came inside me a few thrusts later. We both sat perfectly still, collapsing in on each other. 

"Wow," I whispered. 

"Fuck wow. You can say that again." 

"We're...we're going to need to do that again." 

"A few times." We spent the rest of the night in each other's arms.