i get scared often
scared of bees
scared of heights
scared of mescared of living life
to the fullesti fear so much that i
get emptyuntil my head
feels heavy
and my heart
like the dullest
now i'm the bee
but my wings
are cut off
and i can't live life
to the fullestmy friends are gone
cause i only have
a sting and no one
wants anything to dowith a bee
that can't fly
that can only
hurt othersnow i'm scared again
scared of the other bees
scared of heights
scared of me
scared of flyingi don't remember that
the bees are just
another metaphorand it's actually just them
who i am scared ofthem and their reactions
their judgement
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vague
Poetryleftovers of my poetry that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere - yes, not fitting in is an ongoing theme in these.