i don't want to be
selfish anymoreit's not that hard
to just celebrate
christmas
with the familyeven if it feels like
i never fit in
and i don't
belong hereeven if it is the
most stressful
time of the yeari have to be there
because there's
already someone
else missing
this yeari don't want them
to have to handle
this alonei'm sorry for being
so selfish all the time
i'm gonna be there
this time, i promise
YOU ARE READING
vague
Poetryleftovers of my poetry that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere - yes, not fitting in is an ongoing theme in these.