a couple of days ago,
i found out that
you found
someone newi haven't met her yet
but it's kinda feeling
like some sort of
dejavuso i spend
a lot of my time
begging that
she's not
like herthat i will actually
get along with her
with both of you
and you and i
won't be distanced
even morebecause i don't think
that i am strong enough
to be the one again
who has to keep our
connection
stableand i also don't think
that that was ever
my job in the first placebut as it always goes
once it's over,
you know betterand i just have to
keep praying internally
that you know better now, too.
YOU ARE READING
vague
Poetryleftovers of my poetry that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere - yes, not fitting in is an ongoing theme in these.