i think i meant
all those thingsthat i said about
being there,
growing up,
changing,
understanding
letting go,
and moving onbut still i remain
scared of halloween and
terrified of christmas seasonmaybe it's frustration
that growing up has done
me nothing good so faror is it knowing
that i didn't really grow upis it the fact that i didn't
become more mature
that i am still so
incapable of letting go
YOU ARE READING
vague
Poetryleftovers of my poetry that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere - yes, not fitting in is an ongoing theme in these.