Forbidden Lessons

51

Chapter 51.

Jenny’s POV.

I was starting my day with regrets.

That wasn’t how I was planning to start my day but my bad decisions had finally caught up to me. The blanket that had covered my brain yesterday had been lifted and now I was left to deal with the consequences of my actions.

I was sore. Very sore. And I couldn’t get the fact that it was Jacob who made me this sore out of my head. I had given him my consent to fuck me. To fuck me as hard as he did last night and now I was bearing the consequences of my actions.

I pushed myself up so I was sitting on the bed, my back resting on the headboard whole I looked around the room. He wasn’t anywhere here. The bathroom door was opened and he wasn’t in there.

It only meant one thing, that he had left me after he fucked me into oblivion last night.

I bit my lips, my eyes narrowing as I tried to hold back a curse for him. Who did he think he was to just leave me like that after he fucked me?

I didn’t know why it hurt as much as it did. After all, I hated him and I couldn’t understand why it hurt me so much that he had left before I had even woken up.

I drew my legs up to my chest and hugged it. I hated how I was feeling currently. How he was making me feel. It was so similar to the way Ronan had made me feel before. And I was regretting ever letting him touch me last night. Ever telling him yes to fuck me. Now I was probably just one of the many girls he had fucked. That was probably like a trophy for him.

Running my hands through my hair with a scowl on my face, I pushed myself up from the bed and walked to the bathroom slowly to clean myself up. Each step came with an ache in my pussy that reminded me of what had happened last night.

Tears welled up in my eyes. Fuck. I shouldn’t have slept with him. I really shouldn’t have. But yet I did and…and…

I inhaled a deep breath and splashed water on my face, before taking off my dress. It was a miracle that he hadn’t tore it off me yesterday. But now I was feeling filthy in the dress and I wasn’t sure I could leave in it. Yet there was no one I could call to bring me an emergency dress. Sophia wasn’t… available.

I got into the jacuzzi and closed my eyes while the water cooled my hair and my skin. Everything was changing. I didn’t know when hot streams of tears started to come out from my eyes.

I didn’t know how long it took me exactly, but I was sirenit took me hours to get out of the bathroom. I had gone through a myraid of emotions all at once and I wasn’t exactly in a cheerful mood at the moment. Besides there was nothing to look forward to in Ian’s house. I was sure that Sophia still didn’t want to talk to me. It would just be me I’m the guest room, all on my own without anyone to talk to.

As I stepped out of the restroom, I saw that Jacob was sitting on the bed, and then I noticed the clothes laid out on the bed beside him. Female clothes. My heart stopped.

I hugged the towel tighter to my body, staring at him. He turned his head and looked at me too, his eyes slowly going from my face to my toes, and then back. And then I remembered his words from yesterday.

“No one else get to touch you. To fuck you. No one.”

A shiver went through me and I grinded my teeth together, forcing myself to meet his gaze and try to act unaffected even though I really was. “I thought you had left.”

“So Ian can have a reason to blame me if anything happens to you?” He answered flatly, his words stabbing my heart.

He had stayed here with me simply because Ian had told him to watch over me. It made me realize, painfully, that if Ian didn’t tell him to watch over me, he would have left me all alone here.