OMEGA (Kaisoo)

Chapter 41

recap me right oh oh ohyeahhh:

- ks jg cy and jay were on a field trip
- things are tense between ks and alpha sojoon
Ever since he busted him training jennie
- ks and jg got sparks
- ks got attacked and thrown down cliff
- ks was injured af jg came to the rescue but they got traoped further after rogues attacked them
- they kissed

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“What?” the girl frowned, eyes tearing up in horror as she stared at him, just standing there and breathing. His breaths came harsh and heavy, blood dripping from his hands and clothes. He didn’t say anything; he just stood there, looking back at her and her face drenched in tears and blood.

“Kyungsoo, what happened?” she asked. The other omegas stopped behind her, staring. Another boy covered his mouth at the sight, but Kyungsoo only glanced down at himself and his torn clothes, trembling hands lifting. He clutched a slightly bent knife, unable to bring himself to drop it.

Not even as the other omegas backed away in fear. He hadn’t intended to—he didn’t even know what he had intended. “I didn’t—I couldn’t…” His voice shook, and he hated it. But he hated even more that the omegas feared him, that they didn’t understand, when they had been in the same position: helpless under an alpha and his need for pleasure even if it only brought pain and disgust to the omega.

“You killed our alpha?” she whispered, backing away, clutching a younger omega for support. She nearly stumbled as he took a step closer.

“I had no choice!”

“He saved us!” she hissed, and Kyungsoo looked down startled and disoriented “And you murdered him in cold blood. Why!? You pretend to enjoy it but then- you could've just said you dont like it!”

“What?” his voice nearly disappeared as he stared at her. His heart beat faster, helpless and in panic for having possibly done something to regret. He couldn't have, he'd pushed him away, he punched him once and he must've told him to stop, threatened or warned him at least.

“Oh please, Kyungsoo, you always wanted him to choose you. Don’t pretend you didn’t enjoy what he was doing!”

He exhaled shakily, unsure of himself as he recalled what had happened. He took a step closer, but she only stumbled further back, a tear trailing down her cheek.

“Don’t! Please!”

Kyungsoo’s eyes snapped open to face the white walls of the familiar infirmary. A blinding light made him squint uncomfortably as he turned his head, blinking to see more clearly, though his eyes betrayed him, allowing only the blurry outlines of objects.

He grunted, pushing himself up to sit. Tubes were attached to the back of his right hand, and as he moved, he pulled them out instinctively, not fully considering their purpose.

He remembered what had happened but couldn’t recall how they had escaped that situation. Vaguely, he recalled thinking there was no way they would—but clearly they had.

Where was Jongin though?

He brushed his hair back and exhaled, feeling dizzy. It was difficult to swing his legs over the edge of the bed. He placed his feet on the ground, feeling a slight tingling as he cautiously put weight on them. His wounds had mostly healed, but he could still feel the plaster where they’d been, tight around his side and hugging his thigh.

His side ached as he got up and moved forward. The room spun, and he steadied himself by holding onto the wall, breathing deeply by the door. He had grown weak from his time here. Previously, when he was out, he'd recover quickly, knowing he had no choice if he wanted to survive but ever since he'd gotten here, hed gotten too comfortable being safe and left unharmed. He couldnt remember a time where his skin had been this clean of dirt and bruises or other injuries after all.