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I don't know; I don't really know.
Well, yeah. That's the only thing I know.
Even my colors are slowly dimming with all these awful shadows.
I do these to myself every night; all I know is to wish and receive nothing but cold blows.
It grows into messy blue heus,
Blurry and dark shades every night, yet I still found myself amused.
I don't know why I am being wild enough while some people think I use drugs.
God knows I am just lost in these fogs.
Confused, and all I have is regret.
The past is locked up like rusty chains on my wrists and chest.
With all my tears and sweats, I can't stand the heavy breath.
And all I can feel is numb while lying in the bed of death.
Incredulously, I'm still breathing.
Full of hope and dreams, for I have this strong feeling,
That God is with me.
God is only testing me.
Sooner, I will find my way back.
He will save me and give me all His luck.
He's going to give me more than what I asked for.
I cast all my anxiety to Him because I know He cares forever.
I do not fear anymore.
And that's one thing I know for sure.
