I'm to big, your To old.

Coming clean... is never easy

My mind wonders, thinking about the next 72 hours.

Realizing I will be a married women, marrying the man. I love surrounded with the beautiful little family we have created together.

My heart swells, feeling extremely grateful of the life, I have.

We have everything we've ever wanted Savannah my subconscious cheers happily.

I know, I thank the universe for blessing us, because I never saw in my wildest dreams I could be this happy in life.

I look down at the paperwork in my lap, that we need to file at the Court house tomorrow, realizing I need the rest of the paperwork from Zac's desk upstairs.

I slid off the couch, walking up the stairs.

Zac told me he'd do it later but I wanna help him, his he had to go deal with a problem at the wear house.

Reaching the top of the stairs, I walk down the long hallway, towards his office.

Walking in looking around at the clean an tidy room.

I look over at his desk, seeing no papers, I walk over sitting in his office chair.

Mmm maybe he put them in theses drawers,

I open the first two drawers seeing only office supplies, an random note books. I open the note books, just seeing ton of different numbers, no names nothing just numbers an Roman numerals next to them.

I open the last bottom drawer,  seeing how the deep it looks from the outside, but seeing how shallow it is on the inside.

My heart rate picks up as I take everything out, just more note books.

I get on my knees, running my hands along the drawer, feeling the outside of it, feeling a tiny latch under it, I flip it an a false bottom opens up.

There are a pretty good size stack of papers an pictures

Oh my God that's me... instantly my gut drops..

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Papers are scattered everywhere around his office.

I sit in the middle of the floor feeling sick to my stomach.

I am barely done Reading half way through all theses papers, I don't know what to make of them... nor do I know what to do.

What does this all even mean...

From the thirty different pages, I've read so far an all the pictures I've seen.

It's all just different information on me an my life. 

He had been following for what I could tell, was months before we meet in that dive bar.

Or should I say, when he made hisself known to me.

Angers bubbles inside m, feeling betrayed.

He's been laying to me for months.

God only knows what else's he been lying about.

He's given me all this shit about being honest an opening myself up to him, but he wasn't honest with me.

I hear a rattle of a door knob, I don't move.

Knowing it's probably him. I stare at the papers in my hand.

Hearing his foot steps.

"Baby there you are... what are".... Says as he pauses mid sentence realizing the site in front of him.

"How...Ho...How long"  I croak.. my voice treambling.

"You was never supposed to see those".. he mutters bitterly.

"So you give me all the shit about opening up! But you! Have been lying to me from the get go!" I scream! Looking up at him! Getting off the floor.

"Look Savannah it's not what it seems".. he urge's frantically. 

"So explain to me zac... explain all thoses creepy pictures a these notes on me" I yell! Shaking the papers in my hands, Throwing them towards him.

"Baby... I promise you, it's not like it seems". He whispers huskily his voice straining, Coming towards me.

"So What the fuck does it seem... mmm huh? Because It seems to me that we didn't met that day in the dive bar" I yell my voice getting Higher by the minute,

"Please just try to keep calm down for the baby" he demands coming closer trying to reach down for my stomach.

I take few steps back crossing my arms folding them.

"Zachary Alexander gray! If you don't explain yourself. I promise you, you'll never see me or your child again" I hiss demanding the truth from him, starting him down.

"Baby please, you gotta understand".. he walks coming closer with a scared expression on his face.

"Oh I'll understand! Please explain to me... I'd love to hear, how you're gonna flip this... because I've read most of the papers an it's fucking odd! The notes you have on me, "she's quite, she's very domestic an submissive, was told she's very broken " my voice trails off at the end looking down at the papers laying everywhere..

He steps closer to me, reaching out his hand to comfort me.

I snap seeing red, feeling my heartbeat in my ears.
Seeing black spots. My anger seething in resentment.

"Don't you dare fuckin touch me!" I scream clutching my pregnant stomach, feeling jelly been doing lil flips, tears run down my face.

"Baby please calm down.. I will tell you everything I.... Umm...I came to your house months before, we officially met, I saw how they treated you an how you was living an it broke me. Seeing you being kicked while being unconscious on the floor.. it really bothered me". He hisses angrily wiping his face. Frowning.

"So I made a deal that your mother an Bobby couldn't refuse, if she promised to never lay another hand on you an held their deal of the bargain. she could sling her shity shake n bake, on my corners to my customers. I'd  just take my cut". He mutters looking down guilty.

"So... why all the info on me??? Why  followed me.. why the pictures of my life" I scream confused feeling to overcome with all theses different emotions.

"I..U..Um... I just wanted to know you, the more I found out the more I wanted you". He yells his eyes red from unshed tears.

"So what you decide to stalk me??? Did you plan everything that happened that day in the bar" I hiss hot tears rolling down my face.

"No Not intentionally, I had one of my guys following you when you popped a tire. So I took that as my chance. I don't regret one minute of it". He whispers huskily trying to reach out to me,

"I... can't even.. I can't even look at you, I need some space" I hiss shaking my head trying to walk past him.

He lunges towards, trying to stop me. Wrapping his arms around my forearms dropping to his knees

"Please don't leave me again", he cries out holding on to me for dear life.

"I am not leaving you, I just need a moment to cool down" I huff annoyed, pushing his arms off me, walking past him, if I was honest with myself in this moment. It's killing seeing him like this. I continuing walking away, as the door shuts I hear loud scream then thunder crashing sound.

I hurriedly into our room, grabbing my phone an Zac's keys, calling the one person. I needed I needed in the moment.

"Hey honey.. can I come over, I need someone to talk to". I huff out, trying to hold back the tears.

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A/N only two chapters left an it's over. I can't believe the end is nearing!!! I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Please don't forget to vote an comment letting me know what you thought! As always thank you for reading my work an loving it. Xox ~Chloe

A/N sorry I had to re upload the chapters they some out got out of order.