I'm to big, your To old.

What the Hell is Love !!

Love wait! "What love huh!" I yell out. Love you have got to be kidding me. I feel the room spinning and I try to calm down but I can't do it. My vision is getting fuzzy. I can't see anything. I am pulled into a kiss and I instantly freeze. Like a bucket of cold water is thrown on me. I tense up and hold my hands up and back away from the kiss. I reopen my eyes and see a very smiling Rain looking back at me. "What the hell Rain? You're as bad as your cousin," I huff out.

"Now now girly you were panicking and I just had to stop you. Now calm down or I will kiss you again. I mean if you want to all you have to do is ask and I will do it again," she says huskily winking at me.

"Rain I like you, but not like you want me to and also I'm not gay or bisexual. Sorry," I say giving her a sad smile.

"Ok well you can't blame a girl for trying. Ha!" She says getting back to work on my face. Wow this day just keeps getting weirder.

__time skip to after she is all fixed up and cleaned up

Well I am now in a huge t-shirt, ball shorts, and flip flops. I don't know who's they are, but it works. It's better than that black little dress and all that dirt. I feel better now my head is cleaned up and I had a shower. I can't believe Rain tried to get me to let her bath me. Haha she is almost completely like a horny guy, but way prettier. I still can't believe she kissed me. I am now in a room that I think is a guest room. I am sitting on the bed killing time. I don't want to talk to him. Hell if I could I would just stay in here. I am pulled from my thoughts when there is a knock on the door. "Come in," I say as quietly as possible. They hear me. I know because the door opens and I see Rain smiling at me.

"Hey girly I see you found the clothes I left for you. Ok I have to unfortunately take you to see my cousin now. He is going crazy and keeps asking me questions and is driving me up the wall. Haha!" She says trying to get me to laugh, but I can't.

"Ok take me to him," I say holding my head down looking at my feet. I can't look people in the eye when I'm upset because I am a cryer sometimes.

"Hey hey hey it's ok. Come on girly," she says and pulls me off the bed and hugs me. She then pulls away then takes me by the hand and walks me across and then down a long hall to a back room with a big door. She knocks once then just opens the door and walks in with me. When I walk in I enter the biggest office I have ever seen. With so many books shelves and with a huge desk. With a couch on each side of the room and two big chairs in front of the desks. I don't even look Zach in the eye though. I can't bare it. Nothing is said until she stops in front of his desk then hugs me then leaves. I guess he is upset. I don't know though because I can't stand to look at him. I look around the room at everything, but I hear him clear his throat. I just keep looking. Bang! I hear a loud band and I look at him. He looks upset. Like he's been pulling on his hair and been running his fingers through it. His eyes are hard and his lips look red. Like he's been biting on them.

"Fuck it Sav say something. I have waited and waited and waited, but I am done waiting. I want you to listen to me. Now sit down," he stands. I instantly fall back into one of the big chairs. I know he means business now. I follow his every move. He takes a deep breath and then he walks toward me. "Sav I don't know what has happened in your past to not trust me so bad. I have never done anything to make you think otherwise of me. We talked about this baby girl, I want you as Mine and mine only. You are not leaving or going anywhere now. Also I'm having one of my men and Rain going later to get your sister. She is staying to. I don't want you guys going back to that place ever again. I want to be taking care of you guys and also I done a little digging on you and I know about all your medical history. I know you are not taking care of yourself like you should, so that's about to change to because I can't have my favorite girl sick," he says getting on his knees to my height in front of me in the chair. I don't say anything just looking at this crazy man. He opens my legs has them straddle the top of his upper body and hugs me. I feel him taking my scent in. Smiling as he smells me. I smell him to. He smells like mint and smoke. I like it. "Baby girl say something," he whispered in my ear. It tickles me and I push him back. Wow so much for get to know me huh? I question as I look at his shocked face,

I don't need anyone to take care of me. I can do anything An everything by myself. I don't even know you. You're just some guy with a obsession.

You don't mean that, I know you don't he says as he pulls me closer to his face,

I feel my heat slow as we're so close to each other. I can't breathe.

You feel that, that little pull, down deep that's the desire you're fighting because you know you want me, I try to shake my head but I feel like I'm just leaning in closer somehow to him, I feel his hot breath on my face as he kisses me An I'm instantly enjoying myself.

I don't think I've ever been kissed like this, he kisses my face my neck down to my chest, he doesn't stop to even catch his breath, I feel myself starting to feel uncomfortable, as he puts his hands under me trying to feel me more, I pull his hand up as he grunts little, he put it there again as he kisses this one spot on my neck An I instantly shove him off of me again standing up,

I maybe attracted to you but that doesn't mean you can just touch me you jackass, I yell as I turn to walk out, he is up an grabs me, I flinch as he pulls me towards him, An his touch softness,

Listen I get it, you're working though somethings being here. He says as he turns me to face him.

I look at him straight in the eye never looking down,

Even if I am, I have other things to be doing besides doing you. I say be breathless An angry.

Why are you always so adorable when your angry he says as he full on smiles I feel myself getting red from embarrassment. An he starts to laugh. I then pull my arm from his mad, okay listen I'll pretend whatever you're trying to pull for few hours, but when I'm ready I'm going home, I'm not staying here An you're leaving me alone, I say staring him down. He just laughs as he pulls me in kissing me off guard, I try to pull away as I start to kiss back...

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