I'm to big, your To old.

Happy birthday!

laying in bed, I listen to the silence around me, replaying everything that's happened in the past week or so in my head, After the beautiful night, Zac shared with me, things have been never better. I feel so hopeful for our future an relationship, for now tho. I just wanna process everything, on my own an try to work through everything by myself.

After the rough couple weeks I've had. Finding out I'm pregnant, coming face to face with Zac, trying to hide my pregnancy, feeling to overwhelmed to tell Zac, then huge emotional fight with Bimbo Barbie. I just really need to process everything. I know me an zac have so many important decisions to make soon. This uncertainty is gonna eat me alive. If I don't come to a resolution soon..

I'm okay, with things being boring an kinda slow, especially on today of all days. Since it's my birthday, this past week, even tho everything has been great, we've been working things out. its still been huge emotional roller coaster for me. I just need some peace an quiet time. Zac been super supportive in giving me that, last few days.

Unfortunately for me tho, I've had few realizations from this time, one of them being that my birthday was coming, honestly I've completely just tried ignoring it, like it wasn't happening. . Luckily nobody around me, has mentioned it either, so I just never brought it up or mentioned it to Zac. Hopefully he won't be to upset with me, if he finds out.

Thinking back to my last birthday, what a disaster it was, how I spent it working, an then I ended up, in a huge physical fight with mommy dearest an How everything went from good bad to worse as the day went on, I shudder at that memory.

Which thinking back if I'm truly honest, I've never had many happy memories of my birthday, hell I have never even liked my birthday. I always somehow end up, crying. So I just want today to be normal uneventful an peaceful as possible.

I just want some normalcy in my life. I don't think that's asking too much.

Letting out a small sigh, two warm hands reach out pulling me back, spooning me closer, zac pressing his body on mine, wrapping a arm an leg around me tightly, in a bear hug, He leans in nuzzling his face in the crook of my neck,

"Mhmmmm mornin!" Zac grumbles kissin below my ear an on my neck. His voice deep from sleep.

I welcome his affection, wiggling myself against him, smiling. Savoring this Feeling, of his warm body on mine.

Desire runs throughout my body, in butterflies, making me tingle all over. Pregnancy has definitely awoken something in me. I never knew I had.

"Mmmm good Morning to both of you!". I snicker whispering, smiling shocked at his growing hard on pressed against me.

I slightly wiggle, rubbing myself against him, just to wanting teasing him, while Tingles run down my body, my breast feeling heavy, I reach up, palming my nipples under my shirt, arching ass against him.

His breathing hitch's in his throat, his grip becoming tighter, around me pulling me closer, he runs his hands under Mine, feeling my harden nipples, he lightly cresslyem them, cupping my breasts

"Mhmmmm someone's feeling frisky", he smirks, kissing my neck. palming my breast teasing me back.

I nod in agreement, tiny moan slipping out.. enjoying the sensation of his warm hands teasing me, I wiggle even more, trying to tease him back, reaching back trying to slide his bottoms down.

Feeling his hard on pressing firmly against me he stops letting out ragged breath,

"Whoa Are you sure" he whispers, stopping me. I nod, grabbing his hand pulling under my shorts, pushing his hand between my legs, making him feel how wet I am.