I'm to big, your To old.

I gotta get out of here!

I have been in the bathroom now for a good twenty minutes or longer. I pulled away during our last make out session and asked him where the bathroom was. Telling him I needed it, luckily for me he bought it. I feel weak and helpless right now, I don't know where I am! He's kinda too dominant with me. I don't know what to do. This makes me feel extremely anxious an exposed to what's going on. I'm sitting on a cold ass bathroom floor. Red faced from my embarrassed. "Uggghhhhh! Fuck my life." I think.  As I close my eyes to try to steady my breathing but Interrupted by someone knocking on the door.

*Knock* *knock* *knock* *knock*

"This bathroom is being occupied." I choke out while trying to clear my throat. As I wipe my face with my hands I try not to wipe my face on the fancy nice hand towels. I feel uncomfortable here. While I sit there in silence I slowly hear.

"Girly it's Rain, you ok in there?" Rain asks as she slightly leaned against the door. "Zach had me come in and check on you. He said you've been in there for awhile. Do you need help with something?" She asks. "Shit... Rain... fuck... shit... What do I do fuck?... Why can't I just stay in here?" Savannah says as she stands up and looks into the mirror. "Fuck I look like death." She whispers to herself.  With a cut on my head, bruise on my jaw, and my hair slowly drying while becoming somewhat curly. "I think it has a mind of its own." Sav slightly smirks while wiping her face. I quickly open the door and pull Rain in the bathroom while smoothly locking the door.  She looked surprised at what just happened and looked at me and spoke. "What the fuc-!" I cut her off.

"Listen Rain I need a favor." I say as I look at her she looks at me examining the situation.

"Girly what's wrong? You look upset." She asks as she pulls me closer to her.

"It's not important right now." Savannah says as she lowers her head and slightly readjusts her body. anxiously she stands there before she bursted out. "It's just that I need to get out of here." She says as she sways back and forth.  "I can't stay here I-i have to get home." I whisper as I cry.

"Aww girly, I really can't do that!" She says as she looks at me like I'm crazy. I shoot my head up at her and wipe my tears away. "Why do you want to leave?" Rain asks as she gets closer to Sav.

"Because I don't know him and he's in a gang. Probably way more experienced than me. We just don't fit well together.  We aren't the same at all and he thinks he knows all about me, he doesn't know shit. He still thinks he wants me but I know deep down that in a few days, Weeks maybe even months.  I don't know when, but I know he wouldn't want me anymore." Sav says as she pushes Rain away from her grasp.  "Plus I can't imagine the thought of the things he'd want to do to me if I stay here. I'm not that type of girl" She says while small tears go down her face.  "I can't take the thought of it. I want out now before I get in too deep! I'm weak when it comes to him, I don't understand why? I'm not strong enough. I cry laying my head on her shoulder crying as she holds me.

"You listen to me right now girly! I know for a fact that Zach would have my head if I let you go.  He really wants you and I know you're scared but you need to try and feel comfortable." Rain says as she holds onto me tighter. " By the way he would never hurt you! Whatever happened to you or what you think about yourself is not true either. I can see that for myself" she says running her hands over my back to calm me.

"What do I do now?" I ask softly.

"Well first you need to get out of the bathroom. Then you need to go to your man and tell him how you feel right now or I will because I'm not gonna let him think I let you leave" she said pulling me back looking at me in the eyes. I wipe my eyes nodding my head. She pats me on the back and opens the door letting me go first. I walk back down the same hall as before and knock on the door and hear someone say.

"It's open!" he said as I open the door I see him on the phone. He has his back turned to me while looking out the window. I walk over to the side of the couch and continue to look at him.  "No,no you listen to me Frank. I want the Job done by tonight or tomorrow. If you don't get it done I will do it myself. If I have to do it myself it won't just be his blood they are going to have to clean up!" He barks out, hanging  up the phone. I shake a little hearing the anger in his voice." I don't like it." Savannah thinks to herself.  "I feel awkward now" She thinks as she patiently waits for him to see her. He hasn't seen her yet, He turns his headb hard eye meet hers but they softens as he sees who it is. Sav doesn't say anything as her eyes  wander all over his body. "I'm definitely uncomfortable now!" She yells to her subconscious. her heart rate going up, she tries not to look him in the eyes.

"Umm... do you need me anymore or can I go to my room?" I ask looking down while trying to keep my voice low. 

"Sav what's wrong?" Zack asks as he puts his phone down and approaches her. "You won't even look at me now." He says with softness in his voice.  "Have you been crying?" He whispers softly putting  his hands on my shoulders.
I keep my head down flinching from his touch. "I know if I look up at him right now I will probably cry." as small tears start to form. I cuss at myself "I am so weak and stupid! Fuck these girly feelings." I sigh heavily. He doesn't back away, he just holds me. He takes my head in his hands and pulls my head up. I still won't look in his eyes. I can't do it, I just can't. I will crack if I do.
"Baby girl look at me now," he whispers holding my face. I shake my head and I hear him huff out in annoyance. "Baby I'm tired of you pushing me away. I want you! I will continue to want you so bad it hurts. Not just physically but emotionally too." he whispers as he puts his head next to mine. We could almost Eskimo kiss from how close to me brings me to him. I finally look him in the eyes and I find him staring into my eyes. He smiles when he sees me looking at him. "So tell me baby girl what's wrong? I can see that something is bothering you." he whispers. "I don't understand theses confusing feelings, you're basically a stranger to me and I feel like I know you. Yet at the same time I know you're a killer! I don't understand this at all. I want to trust you, however I just want to go home." I whisper as he then pulls me in his arms and sits me down on the couch behind us.  I don't fight him. I give in. I am too busy consumed in my own thoughts to do anything else. He then shooches over and pul me up into his lap. I feel myself becoming overwhelmed with emotions, tensing up in his lap, he feels me Stiffen up "Trust me please." he whispers just holding me. I do my best to calm myself, while he holds me doing everything to not make me feel uncomfortable. I look at me, through my lashes.

at him and he's staring at me almost like he's studying me...  
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A/N hey guys I am so happy you y'all love the chapters it makes me so happy to know, I just did few changes to the chapter a bit, this chapter is been edited by my awesome editor Moody_burr thank you to everyone who votes an comments letting me know what you think xoxo ~Chloe