Sometimes when you have spent a year or two sitting by yourself, and you still haven't gotten used to your own company...
You start to desire a whole lot of things in your head, but the isolation has trapped you because you feel comforted by it, whi...
Let's go toward the sea Where we may drown or lose our feet
For there are chains upon me Pulling down beneath the sea
And I don't try to float above For I'm tired and wearier
I see my life flash before my eyes And remember all the happy times
Running through the sand Chasing the wind
Sounds of waves Crashing against my skin
Flicker of thought, Should I pull up?
But I know for a fact Nothing would change very much
And before I can think way too much The chains pull me down, down, down
By breath runs out, I'm choking now The water fills my lungs way too fast
And before my eyes the dark blue sea Looks so gorgeous.
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This was at a time where Irealized that no matter how hard I try my addiction always pulls me down, always. I'll be honest I have a phone addiction, it kinda sounds stupid when I say It, but I am sure many people are suffering from what I am, so why not share it maybe someone will relate, maybe we can help each other. I actually didn't understand what I had written that time, you know when you start writing and all you have seen written are depressing thoughts and all you feel are depressing thoughts and you write something like that..so afterwards when I read this piece again I felt it accurately describes my addiction, I feel like Idon't try at all to get rid of my phone addiction. It is actively affecting my studies, my life, my friends, my future and yes I know all of this and I acknowledge it but I still don't try hard enough or am successful enough to get rid of it.. I search Google, I download apps but it doesn't work..Idon't try to make it work..hopefully I do before i destroy my life.
I wish all of you who are trying to get better, best of luck and just know that yes there are people in the same boat as you.
