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YouTube:Dan and Phil

So this morning I went onto YouTube and watched a video that I was recommended. Thank you very much imtooawkwardtolive for telling me about the whisper challenge lol it was funny. Oh anyways I watched that video and then decided to go on Dan's channel. I'm weird so every once in a while I go all the way down to his first video and just slowly start scrolling up. The 'Im weird' is that I just scroll through a see his much Dan's hair has evolved. It's Litrally (like Dan would say it) gotten so much shorter over like the past 5 years that he's been making videos. Right in the middle of the scrolling hair evolvement thing I was doing I thought "hey I'm gonna watch Dan's first video again" I do this about 2 or three times a year. As I'm watching I start thinking about how he once was nobody on YouTube and that he worked hard for the position he's in now. Yes of course danisnotonfire wouldnt exist if it weren't for Phil. Both of them are so big now, not even big you know what? Huge. Even Phil, like really if you know one of us wants to become a youtuber and do things in life like Dan and Phil do then we could do it. I know starting one would be so hard knowing that there are so many people out there. Really though I would like to become a youtuber some day like Dan and Phil. Even if Dan says that he's a fail and Phil say that he has problems I still look up to them. They're so successful, and to think that if Dan and Phil never met life would be completely different for me. Who knows maybe of our lives would be different. I really look up to them, they have Litrally become my idols.
I have no idea where that while thing came from. I'm Litrally explaining my existential crisis. Is it an existential crisis? I do t know, that short little video called HELLO INTERNET just flipped my happiness and made me think. Seriously I wouldn't have any of the internet friends I have now without them. If you actually read this to the end thank you, and I'm sorry if I pulled you into my questionable existential crisis. Hey if I did welcome to the club! Okay it's 6:05am and I have to wake my little sister up to go to summer school so I have go. Bye guys!