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i never introduced myself

So a while back I had noticed that I never introduced myself, so I'm doing it now.

Hi, my name is Gibelly yes its a weird name and I hate it a lot. Im American and I live in Washington state, quick reminder I do not live in Washington D.C. Even though I'm American I've led myself to believe that I'm British, all I need is the accent, I also suck at trying to do the accent. Let's say every time I try I sound Australian. If you havent noticed I'm kind of obsessed with British people, especially these two idiots named Dan and Phil. I've wasted the past three years on only them, I'm not sure whether I should be proud of that or not. I now know I'm in deep and probably won't get out of this fandom(phandom). Yes Dan and Phil are youtuber,s and youtubers make videos for YouTube. I've always watched YouTube, my first youtubers or YouTube channel I ever watched was Annoying orange. I was a third grader and I was 8 okay. I'm now 13 and a completely different person than who was was 3 years ago and I would probably get in a fight with past me. I've had my mistakes that I really wish I could redo some things. If it wasn't for those mistakes I wouldn't be here so I'm quite glad I did. I'm still in school obviously, I'm an 8th grader and I don't have many Friends but I'm fine with that, most people at my school are really self-centered and just horrible people in general. I don't have lots of friends I see on a daily basis but I have this thing called Internet friends. Internet friends mean the world to me because their amazing people that understand you and are better than the people that you have at school. I'm not shit at school either, I hate school and everyone there but I still try because I want to get as far away as possible from home. I love music, but then again who doesn't. I have too many bands to list but they're in my bio so just go to my profile. I was first introduced to wattpad when I decided to read after that one, one direction fan fiction, I forgot to add that at some point one direction was all is as about. My Dan and Phil obsession grew and now that is all I do. Yes I do ship Phan, and I ship it hard. My wattpad library is filled with phanfics. Wattpad was my starting point for getting attached to the internet, I also made most of my internet friends from here. I then got a Twitter and started stalking all the celebrities and youtuber, from there I was convinced to get a tumblr. I'm not sure whether that was one of my biggest mistakes or not. I also have a kik which has also had an influence on me. Really the foundation to the mess of a life I have is Dan and Phil. I've gotten pretty dedicated to the point that I have a shirt, I've pre-ordered the book(asdfghjkl1!!!1!!!!11) I'm probably getting something from Dan and Phil shop for Christmas and I am determined to getting tickets to their tour when they come to America. I'm very creative, creative as in i draw, I draw mostly anime type things, some fan art and things of that sort. I watch anime and read manga, right now I'm reading death note which is aMazInG. I like to edit photos, I'd like to say that I'm okay at it but I don't know what other people think of it. I doing ask for opinions and I don't like compliments. I'm a very self conscious person and my self esteem is horrible., the fact that I'm a pretty shy and quiet person doesn't help with it. either. I'm really short, I'm 4' 11.5" I'm not even 5'. I think I'm nice towards most people, if I don't like someone I'm probably the person to tell you in your face. That about sums me up as a person, I really hope I didn't make myself seem too bad of a person. If you want to get to know me more to depth you could pm me , I love making friends on the Internet. One more thing, I'm not exactly awkward but I'm a mess so I'm not good with the whole public speaking thing. Okay now I'm done.