wonderland ; graser10 [COMPLETED]

chapter five

Song recommendation for this chapter: Miss All American - 5 seconds of summer

Zach

I had been thinking a lot. I really liked Emma. I could have even loved her. But I wanted to hide her. I wanted her to be my secret. I was filming with Mark (Dfield) and Brayden (Rusher) and they were taking about relationships and I really wanted to tell them for some reason. But I didn't and played along. And Liam kept teasing me about it. It was a couple days after Emma and I's first official date, we had gone out again that night and I went on team speak and me and Liam were playing SG.
"No one will probably believe you anyways," said Liam laughing. We were talking about if I told everyone I was dating someone.
"You're mean, Hbomb," I replied.
"Nah, I'm your best friend, so are you excited about Seattle? I'm so happy for Julio and Devon," He said.
"Yeah, I'm worried Emma will go though," I said and sighed.
"What do you mean?" Liam asked me.
"Well, that she'll fly down and surprise me or something and then everyone will see her and ask questions and it would be confusing." I said back.
"I think you're overreacting, even if she did that it wouldn't as big of deal as your making it seem."
"Okay, whatever," I said trying not to sound annoyed. For some reason I was really worried about this. I didn't really care what people would think of me and Emma or anyone, I just wanted to keep this private and just between me and Emma...and Liam I guess. He was being supportive at the beginning of all this but now he's not. He's still my best friend but I think the feelings I had for him are gone. I'm not sure yet but I don't feel anything anymore. I feel those things with Emmaline. We had gone to the drive in that night. We were watching some old movie Emma loved. It was cute. We kissed again and I loved it. I loved every moment with her. I missed loving those things for Liam.
"So what about you?" I asked him.
"What about me?"
"Any people in your life right now," I replied. He squirmed but said, "Yah, this one girl I'm dating but in not sure if I really like her yet."
"Aww Liam!" I said.
"Zach!" he said back and I frowned at him.
"Don't call me that!"
"But that's your name silly," he said and laughed. I laughed back. I was happy with me and Liam just being friends. Maybe I was over him. I had Emma. And she was amazing. I took a deep breathe and filmed with Liam. When Liam said he had to go I asked him if he loved me today.
"Sure," he said laughing. "Do you love me?"
I smiled.
"I use too," I said and logged off. Then texted him saying, 'jk <3 u'. He replied back with an annoyed face. I would always care for Liam but maybe I didn't love him in that way anymore.

Emmaline

It was a Friday night. Zach was over at my place sitting on my couch in the living room. He was scrolling through Netflix while I was in the kitchen, just next to the living room, warming up left over pizza.
"Why do we have to watch that again?" Zach whined.
"Because it's the best movie ever!" I exclaimed. "And if you don't watch it I'll eat your pizza."
Zach gasped. I laughed.
"Fine," he groaned and clicked on Breakfast at Tiffany's. The movie started at I brought over our pizza. We ate and watched. I loved this movie. When the movie ended I let Zach pick the next movie. We were having a Netflix night and it was super nice.
I curled up next to him and his arm loosely wrapped around me. I was really happy right now. I didn't want Zach to leave to go on the trip to Seattle without me but we weren't really there yet and I didn't know how I would react to meeting everyone or if  Zach would even let me out of a room.

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I woke up laying on couch in Zach's arms. It was a bit weird at first but I felt happy and comfortable. I slowly got up without waking him. I changed into some work out clothes. I went for a quick run. I expected Zach to be awake when I got back but he was fast asleep still on the couch. I giggled a bit. I took a quick shower and changed into leggings and a tank top. I started making breakfast.
"What are you making?" said a voice after a bit of cooking. I turn around and Zach is sitting in a chair at the bar.
"French toast," I said smiling. He smiled back. "Did you sleep okay?"
"Yeah," he said and I served him his plate and began eating.
"You sleep a lot. I did so much before you even woke up," I laughed.
"Really?" he said.
"Yep," and I sat next to him. Zach stared at me for a minute.
"You're really beautiful," he said. I could help but smile. He was so sweet. How did I get so lucky. I kissed his cheek.
"I have to get ready for work," I said and walked to my room. When I was finished getting ready Zach was in the kitchen cleaning. He put the last dish in the dishwasher and closed it.
"Zach!" I said. "Why did you clean everything?!"
"Because," he said and shrugged. I went over and kissed him hard. I loved him a lot.
"Thank you," I replied. And he walked me out to my car.
"Have a good day at work and text me later!" he said before he kissed me and got into his own car.
"Bye!" I called to him and drove off.
I loved spending time with him. He wasn't Graser anymore. He wasn't some internet guy, he was Zach. I didn't know if he was my boyfriend of not but I kind of hoped he was. I loved him. But was too scared to actually tell him.

Bee

Me and Liam were skyping. We literally skyped everyday. Sometimes even more then once a day. But today was different. Liam was crying to the point were he turned off his facecam.
"I'm never going to get over him!" he yelled.
"Liam," I started to say but he interrupted me.
"No, I've tried so hard! I even have a girlfriend that I don't even care for! I'm a horrible person."
"Liam listen to me!" I yelled because it was the only way to get his attention. He went quiet. He even stopped crying.
"Liam, this is love. And moving on from it is gonna hurt and it's hard but you have to! Break up with Corinne. Dating her isn't gonna help. Just say you're not over your last relationship and that's not fair to her. But you have to move on. Stop talking to him for a bit."
"How am I suppose to stop talking to him Bee! He's my best friend. He talks to me about everything! And what about the meet up! It's coming up and I'm suppose to spent two weeks with him!" I sighed. I forgot about the meet up and I knew he wanted to go.
"Oh Liam," I said. I wanted to cry too. "Remember I'll be there to help you." This was I could say.
Liam turned his facecam back on. His face was red but he wasn't crying anymore.
"Thank you," he said. I smiled for a bit.
"I love you, Li."
"Love you too bumble Bee." and we ended the call. I sat back in my chair. Liam was going through so much. How was I going to take care of him and hide me and Mitchell's relationship. And hide all of Liam's secrets form Mitchell and everyone else. And what if Emmaline actually did come to Seattle!? She probably wouldn't but if she did it would be bad. I closed my eyes. And my door opened.
"Hey babe," I say to Mitchell as he comes in and lays on my bed. I get up and cuddle with him. I'm gonna miss this.

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Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated. But go check out my Gbomb fanfic if you want Gbomb! the beginning is similar to this one so yah! it's called 'Internet Babe' . xoxo