Mesmerizing (killua x black reader)

Chapter 32

Emotions came to you, trying to control, trying to overtake you. You were angry at killua for cheating. You were mad at yourself for letting your angry overcome you. Your heart lacks the right, but deep down inside you knew you couldn't kill him, you wouldn't kill him.

"I..I can't do this.." she stared intensely at the photo. Her heart, beat against her rib cage like drums. Monic leaned in and whispered in her ear. "But you can.. And you will".

"Moni-" "Its nothing personal Y/n, but the bounty on his head is..calling."she started, as a grin tugged her lip "And guess what? if you make me proud and kill him before your back and I'll split the money with you".

"I can't murder him" she protested. "Doesn't it make you feel stupid to be cheated on? to be lead on? like you should change your name to Silly E. L/N" Monic couldn't help but cut y/n off. Deep down something told y/n that she was getting off from this "Isn't there something else I could do?" She asked. If there was another way I think she'd take it in a heartbeat.

"No. But I do have a present for you" Monic said, snapping her fingers. The tall blond with a dragon tattoo on the side of his head got out of the backseat of the Mercades-Benz. He had a white box in his hands and walked up, staring at Feiten's jeep. Monic took the box from Draken and handed it to Y/n.

"There are two things in this box, both for you. One is a knife, a knife I am trusting you with" she said.

"And the other thing?" She asked. Monic chuckled at her question "A small jar;  for you to fill he blood with and ship it back to me once your done".

Y/n didn't think her heart could beat any faster, her mouth parted but her words were lodged in her throat. This was madness. Beating someone up? Okay. But taking a life?

"Alright Y/n, you better hurry or you'll be late for your flight" she spined around and walked back to the Mrecedes-Benz, Draken followed three steps behind her.

Y/n was left with a burden, A weight that was forced onto her shoulders. Could she really kill Killua? Did she hate him enough to kill him? Does she still love him? Was this just another mishap to go along with the others? Her family probably think she's crazy and violent. What's killing something gonna' change?

In The Car

30 minutes until her flight takes off, and Feitan was driving fast. "What'd she say" He glanced at you. You're in your head, hugging the box like your life depended on it.

Feitan's words floated in the air and soon disappeared without another word. Why do attract such bad men into your life? Who the hell are you gonna sit next to?

Not long after a weird silence lingered in the car, Feitan parked his car then you quickly go out and made your way to the trunk, waiting for him to open it.

"First time on a plane?" He slide past you, opening the trunk and taking out your suitcase. With bigger fish to fry, you weren't even thinking about your first time riding a plane or being inside an airport.

"Yeah, but a trip to the green island, is better than being scared" you said, low. Once you answered him, you turned towards the giant airport, where all you troubles stayed. "I'm happy I was able to come with you" feitans strides matched yours as he walked up

"Yeah, great" you mumbled sarcastically.

INSIDE THE MAGIC

After pushing past people for the longest I made it through security.

The airport was a cacophony of noise and movement, a stark contrast to the turmoil within me. I spotted Killua across the terminal, his eyes searching the crowd. My steps faltered, the weight of my decision pressing down on me. Could I really go through with it? The plane loomed ahead, a symbol of escape and a new beginning was shot down by...