Beside You~ Ashton Irwin (Sequel of I Miss You)

4.) Two Lullabies

Allie's P.O.V

"So basically, your dad doesn't think 'll do everything I can t make sure you and my kids are happy and healthy? Is he fucking crazy? All I have done ever since I found out you were back and had my son, is make sure your life was never far off from perfect." Ashton said, with an angry tone in his voice.

"I know that Ash. He just wants what's best for me and our kids." I tried to explain.

"Well he doesn't even have a clue what I will do to keep you and my kids in my life. If the only thing to keep you three happy was to die, I'd kill myself on the spot." Ashton said.

"Well I don't want you to do that. I just want to go on tour with you guys when you leave. I don't want u to miss anything important like first steps, or words or anything like that. You're their father you need to be with them when it happens." I said. He nodded his head.

"I can arrange that. I'm sure our team wouldn't care. They'd all like to meet my munchkins. I'm sure of it." Ash sad. I smiled at him, because I think him calling them munchkins is the most adorable thing in the world.

Knowing that him and the boys will try and get us on tour with them makes me so happy. Even if we can't go, just knowing they asked is amazing.

I honestly don't think anyone would care. I hope they'd understand the kids need their father. Ashton need to be there for me, and them. Having the other thee boys around wouldn't be a bad thing either. I could really use the help.

"I know Luke won't take no for an answer, so don't worry babe." Ash said giving me a hug and a peck on the cheek before he walked into the kitchen, and started making vegemite toast.

I swear that's all he eats.

That's exactly why I am surprise that he isn't super skinny. Like, sickly skinny.

"Well, Lucas needs to eat dinner and be put to bed within the next hour. So I'm gonna go do that." I said as I took him out of his walking chair, toy thing.

"Just feed him Allie. I'll put him to sleep then." Ash sad. I nodded at him before walking out of the room and taking Lucas to his highchair.

I fed him his favorite, sweet potatoes. They were always my favorite as a kid too.

I changed him in to a onsie and socks for bed time, and Ashton walked in and sat in the rocking chair and took Lucas from me before singing, and putting our son to sleep and placing him in the crib.

"You've gotten so good at that." I said.

"Well we will both need to do it soon enough. Two babies, two lullabies."

A/n- Sorry its short and shitty but its bee so long since I updated and I needed to do something, so here you go munchkins. Don't kill me please..

~Allie x