Allie's P.O.V
"I don't even know what all I am gonna need to take with me Ash! What happens if I out grow all of the clothes I pack? What if Lucas out grows his and I don't have anything for him to wear? What if I go into labor early, especially when you're on stage? Oh my go, there I way to many situations in my head, I can't even think straight." I rambled.
This is the third time Ashton and I have had this conversation in the past two weeks.
"Babe, I told you this before, don't stress about it. We will deal with all of that if or when it happens." Ashton said, and I rolled my eyes.
"Are you seriously not worried at all? How are you so calm?" I asked him in a frustrated voice.
"I have gone on tour before so the days leading up to the first show don't really stress me out. I'm more worried about calming you down and getting all of your stuff pack than I am about myself." Ashton said.
I let out a sigh of frustration as I unpack my suit case for the fifth time tonight, just so I can repack it with everything that I just took out of it.
"Babe, please stop. It's all gonna be fine. I promise." Ashton said as he grabbed my hands in his.
I looked him in the eyes and started to control my breathing better.
I always panic about little stuff, especially now.
"Let's not worry about packing right now. Let's just relax for a little." Ashton said.
"Sorry Ash. I have never traveled this much before and it's kind of nerve racking. Especially since we are gonna be having our second baby and traveling with a newborn and a toddler isn't going to be very easy." I said as I sat down next to him on the bed.
"No one said it was gonna be easy. This type of life isn't easy for anyone. I'm used to it, but you're not so it's okay to be nervous. The tour bus is gonna be so much different with you and Lucas on it, and even I don't know how to feel about it. I mean, I'm not really nervous, but I already feel extra protective of him and tour hasn't even started." Ashton said.
"Are we sure this is even a good idea Ash? Should I really have this baby so far from home?" I asked.
"Allie, it doesn't matter where he or she is born. We will love our baby all the same no matter what. If it's gonna stress you out to much I can tell the boys I can't go, it's really not a big deal." Ash said and I instantly shook my head.
"No you aren't backing out."
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Beside You~ Ashton Irwin (Sequel of I Miss You)
Fanfiction"I'll be beside you every step of the way. Just like I should have been with Lucas." I said to the small body in my hands. "I promise I won't let you down."
