Beside You~ Ashton Irwin (Sequel of I Miss You)

18.) Its A...

Allie's P.O.V

The concert last night went well. I stayed with security while the boys were in stage, and when they weren't I was in Ash's arms the whole time.

Ashton kept turning to look at me while they were playing, and I couldn't help but smile.

He looked so happy up there.

And he had me thinking about what all the fans have been saying recently.

A lot of them talk about how Ashton is gonna quit doing what he loves because I trapped him. I ruined his life. I ruined Luke's life. Calum and Mikey are gonna have no band left because of me.

And for a while, I didn't let it bother me. Until those girls actually broke into the bus just to try and get rid of me and the baby.

They hate me that much? They really think I ruined everything. And maybe I did.

Maybe I ruined the boys plans for the upcoming years. Maybe I fucked up so many things by having my kids, but Ashton loves them.

And he loves me.

"What are you thinking about?" Calum asked me as he entered the lounge area.

"Just about has been happening to all of us these past few weeks." I replied.

"You mean the good things or the bad things?" He asked me, sitting down on the couch across from me.

"All of it."

"Well just remember, no matter what the haters say, we all love you." Luke said from the door way.

"Agreed." Calum said.

I smiled at them and placed a hand on my belly.

Today is the day. The day we find out if it's another boy or if we are gonna have a girl.

"Are you excited?" Calum asked

"Of course. I hope Ash is excited." I said.

"He hasn't shut up about it since we woke up this morning." Calum said with a chuckle.

"He'll be ready to go in like five minutes." Luke said.

Luke turned to walk out of the room and I frowned slightly.

"You're coming too, right?" I asked.

"Do you want me to?" Luke replied with a question. I hate when he does that. Just say yes or no. It's so much easier.

"Of course I want you there."

"Then I'll be there."

After our little chat in the lounge, Luke and I got in a car with Ash and headed towards the doctors office.

I was holding Ash's hand the whole way there.

We checked in and took a seat in the waiting room and waited for my name to be called.

I looked around and watched all the other women who were there with their kids.

"I should have brought Lucas with." I commented.

"Calum and Mikey wanted to spend time with him. I dont think he would have wanted to sit still the whole time we were here either." Luke replied and I laughed a little.

"You're probably right."

Just then my name was called.

We were escorted back to an exam room where a nurse took my blood pressure and made me pee in a cup.

She asked me all kinds of questions about how much I'm eating, and drinking. About how much exercise I get. How much sleep. How much the baby moves around.

All kinds of stuff.

"Alright well I'm gonna set up the machine and we can take a look at the little bean." The nurse said.

She pulled the ultrasound machine over and pulled my shirt up. She squeezed some gel on my belly and started pushing the camera wand around.

"First time seeing this assume?" She asked nodding her head towards Luke.

Luke was just staring in awe at the screen on the wall.

We could see the baby clearly.

The nurse played the heartbeat for a minute so we could all hear it.

Luke and Ashton both had huge smiles on their faces.

She did some measurements and checked the baby's organs and such before moving the camera around trying to find a clear shit of the gender.

"Hm, seems baby is being stubborn and doesn't wanna show us anything." She commented with a slight laugh.

She had me get up and move around a little bit to try and get the baby to switch positions.

I laid back down and she started to look again.

"Oh there we go!" She said.

I couldn't take my eyes of the screen. Neither could Luke and Ashton.

"You wanna know the sex, correct?" She asked me.

"Oh yeah!" Luke and Ashton said simultaneously. I just laughed and nodded me head.

"Well, it looks like you're having a-"