Chapter 11

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Previously on Chapter 10

I must not fall asleep, no matter what. I won't let this monster hurt people. Let me be the only one who suffers of not being able to sleep. I heard people can die from the lack of sleep. Maybe, that would be better because it would mean that this monster will die with me. Then I'll be free.

-Exhaustion-

Y/N P.O.V

All Might-Sensei claim that we should work more on our physical strengths. We start off by jogging around the area. I find it hard for me to keep up because my body starts to feel so tired. Having not able to fall asleep due to my fear of the Tailed Beast taking over, is really taking a toll on me.

After everyone stops running. I fall on my hands and knees as I breathe heavily. "L/N-Chan!" I hear a voice called out my name. I lift my head weakly. Midoriya is the one calling out for me. He stares at me worriedly. I move my body to sit properly on the ground while still trying my best to stay awake. My head feels so heavy.

All Might-Sensei walks over to us. He kneels in front of me. He lift his hand, placing his hand on my forehead. "You're heating up" he said. Midoriya turns his head to look at me with a worried gaze.

"You're in no condition to be training with us, young L/N" All Might-Sensei said. I just send him a weak smile. He let out a sigh. "Can someone take her to Recovery Girl, so she can get a proper treatment" he said.

"I will..." Bakugo said, stepping forward. Everyone turns to look at him with a surprise gaze and I can't blame them. He rarely ever volunteers for anything.

Bakugo walks over to me. He place his hand behind my knees. I yelped in surprise when he picks me up.

He walks away without saying a word

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He walks away without saying a word. I feel everyone is staring at us, but neither of us turn our heads to look at them.

"I didn't expect you to volunteer, Bakugo..." I said. My head is rested on his shoulder as he carried me while he makes his way towards the infirmary. I move my head from his shoulder to look at him. "But either way... thank you" I said, smiling softly at him.

"Whatever" he said, turning his head away from me. I let out a soft giggle at his attempt to sound cold. His face is slightly red from my comment. I just rest my head on his shoulder again. I keep trying to stay awake. Who knows what this Tailed Beast will do this time if I give in and let him take over.

Bakugo P.O.V

I feel my heart starts to beat faster hearing her thanking me for volunteering to take her to the infirmary. I try my best to cool down the hot sensation on my cheeks. I can't let her know about my feelings for her.

To be honest, I'm not sure why I instantly volunteered when All Might requested someone to bring her to the infirmary. I guess it's the uneasy thought that others will be the one to take her. Especially, Deku and that icy hot bastard.

L/N is resting her head on my shoulder. Her body is starting to feel hotter than it should. She's having a high fever. But from the sound of her breathing, I can tell that she's still awake. Is she that scared to fall asleep? She's really destroying her own body, and she's doing this so the monster couldn't take control of her body.

Everyone in my village hated me because of the monster sealed in me... her voice echoed in my head the day I confront her about the song she sang. I tried my best to stay awake, because I don't want to let this monster out. Who knows what he would be doing. For all I know, he could be killing people... is what she said.

She's willing to go through the trouble of not falling asleep to keep them save. Yet they treated her like that. I grit my teeth as I try to control my anger. Just the mere thought of people hating on her for something that's out of her control really makes me angry. Those people are the ones who chose her to be the vessel. But they ended up treating her like she's the monster.

"Bakugo..." she said, in a weak voice. I just hum softly. I turn my head to look at her. She removes her head from my shoulder to look at me. "Are you okay? You seem a little tense" she said, staring at me with a worried gaze. Even in a weak state, you still think of others, huh? Just how pure is your heart, L/N?

"Uh. Yeah... I'm okay" I said. She just stares at me. I feel myself growing nervous. "Don't look at me like that..." I muttered, turning my head away from her.

"Like what?" She asked, cluelessly. I feel my heart beats even faster if that's even possible. I glance at her as she said stares at me. God... don't give me that look, L/N! I won't be able to hold back if you keep staring at me like that!

'Okay, control yourself, Katsuki...' I thought to myself as I try to calm my nerve. I turn to look forward and realize I'm almost at the infirmary. I push the door open using my foot. Recovery Girl turn her head to look at me. "L/N here is having a fever. Can you give her a treatment?" I said.

"Of course... lay her down on the bed" she said. I just walk towards one of the bed. I gently lay her down. I take a few steps back, to allow Recovery Girl to check on her. "This can't go on. At some point, you'd need to rest, L/N" she said.

"I... can't..." she breathed out, weakly. I just watch as her tears slowly streams down the side of her cheeks due to her laying position. "If I do... this monster will hurt people..." she said.

My heart aches painfully at the sound of her voice. She sounded so stressed and exhausted. If only I could just do anything to somehow ease her burden and I will. I'll do anything to help her... to take away her worries.

But what can I do?

*to be continued*

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