Previously on Chapter 9
I shake my head as I made up my mind. I push the door open, making her jump in her spot. She turns her head to look at me. "Oh, Bakugo" she said. Her voice sounds hushed and it cracked a little since she was still crying. Her eyes widen slightly as she quickly wipes away her tears and turns her head away from me. I feel my heart aches at the sight of her tears. Why did I feel this way?
-Misunderstood-
Y/N P.O.V
What is he doing here? I'm not in the mood to start an argument. He just stand there, staring at me. I turn my head away, avoiding eye-contact from him. I don't even know what to say to him.
"So, that song..." he started. I turn my head to glance at him. "Why'd you choose to sing that song? Does it... reflect your true feelings?" He said. I stare at him with a surprised gaze. He turn his head away from me, as he rub his neck.
"I don't do this so much. But well, I guess I'm sorry for behaving so rudely towards you earlier. I was a little pissed with Deku, and didn't mean to direct it to you..." he said. I didn't expect Bakugo to start apologizing.
"Nothing to apologize for, Bakugo..." I said. He turn his head to look at me. I turn my head to look forward. "It's not like I'm blaming someone. I blame myself. After all, I am a monster. I can lose control anytime and everyone has a right to hate me. Including you" I said.
"I don't hate you!" He snapped, raising his voice a little. I jump at his sudden outburst. I turn my head to look at him wide-eyed. He cleared his throat and rub his neck, turning his head away from me.
"I don't... hate you, L/N. I'm saying this not to speak for others, but I'm sure no one here hates you" he said, in a much softer voice. He's looking at every direction but me. He's obviously trying to avoid eye contact with me. "Everyone was worried when you almost lose control when you were fighting against me the other day, and well, I was kinda worried too" he said. I blink my eyes in surprise at what he said. A soft smile eventually starts to form on my face.
"Hey..." I said. He turn his head to look at me. I reach inside my pocket and throws it at him. He lift his hand as he swiftly catches it in his hand. He open his hand to reveal the same keychain I had given to All Might-Sensei and Midoriya.
He turn to look at me with a questioning look. "This way, you can help make sure that I won't lose control" I said. He just stares at me, without saying anything. I send him another soft smile. I move to stand up and walks up to him. I place my hands on his shoulders. I smile softly at him. "Thank you, Bakugo..." I said. I step closer towards him, wrapping my arms around his neck.
Bakugo P.O.V
I stand stiffly when L/N wraps her arms around me. I stare ahead, not knowing what to do. My arms just lay limp on either side of me. I feel my heart starts to beat faster. There it goes again. My heart will always starts to beat faster whenever she's near. I guess, I can no longer brush this feelings aside. I've fallen in love with L/N.
My eyes soften slightly as I finally realize my feelings for the h/c haired girl. My fingers starts to twitch a little. I close my eyes as I feel my body relaxing. I slowly lift my arms, gently wrapping them around her waist as I pull her close. I bury my face into her hair, lightly sniffing her hair that smells a lot like f/s.
She slowly pulls away from the hug to look at me. I just turn my head away from her. My arms already longed to hold her again. I don't wanna let her go. I want her to be near me.
I frown to when I notice something. I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only one who harbor feelings for L/N. That icy hot bastard and Deku. I'm positive those two also harbors feelings for her. Deku, especially. It's obvious that he has feelings for her, by how flustered he was the moment All Might pointed out about his closeness with L/N.
"Is there something wrong, Bakugo?" L/N's voice snaps me out of my daze. I turn my head to look at her. "You have a pretty deep frown there..." she pointed out.
"Oh. Yeah... I'm fine" I said. She hums softly and smiles at me. I feel my heart starts to beat faster at the sight of her smile. She's beautiful whenever she smiles. So I'll do whatever it'll take to protect the smile on your face L/N. I'll never let it fade. That's my promise to you.
***
Y/N P.O.V
It's midnight and as always, everyone is in their rooms asleep. While me on the other hand, just sit on my study desk and read a book to keep myself awake. I won't let myself fall asleep no matter what, because I don't wanna risk having this Tailed Beast in me to awaken and create havoc to everyone.
You're such a stubborn brat... I hear his voice in my head. I clutch my hair as I try to shut his voice out. One day, I'm sure you won't be able to resist my power. Unlike your twin... you're WEAK! He said again.
"Shut... up" I growled, clenching my hands tightly as they rest on the table. Which surprisingly, he actually shuts up. I shut my eyes tightly. I shake my head and lightly slap my cheek, trying my best to stay conscious.
I must not fall asleep, no matter what. I won't let this monster hurt people. Let me be the only one who suffers of not being able to sleep. I heard people can die from the lack of sleep. Maybe, that would be better because it would mean that this monster will die with me. Then I'll be free.
*to be continued*
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